It's O level Mt paper tomorrow. I feel no urge or stress. That's quite worrying. Jeslyn came to meet me at 2. Kiat, Tee and Babyliew joined us later on. Tee left, Babyliew left, Weihao came, Kiat left. Jeslyn, Weihao and me was the last 3 that slack till 9.
Brother, if you read this post, it's for you. I really hope you would be fine. I'll wait for the right timing for you to tell me what had happened. Though the way you said things today is so ..., but I understand. Remember the times we rely on each other, how long had we been sister and brother. You know, I know. I don't believe our bond is just like that, I have trust and faith in you. I'll be waiting. .jpg)
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Met Jeslyn at usual badminton court. Weihao and Babyliew came and joined us. We went up to my house slack till 5. Went back to the badminton court and slack. Kiat and co. came to join us till 8. Jeslyn and Babyliew went up to my house till 9 plus.
Super shag ah. I'm webcam-ing with Rachael now. See her ljb ah ! <:
School > Home > Causeway Point > 630 > HomeWent to Causeway Point to watch Night At The Museum 2 with Babyliew, Jialin, Jeslyn and Weihao. The movie was quite funny, but my mood was spoiled by some sms. Headed over to 630 to meet Kiat and co. We slacked till 10pm and took bus home. So kind of Jialin, Jeslyn and Weihao to accompany us.
School > Home > 768 > RC > 768 > Home
Recently, I keep pua stunt eh. Skip this and that. My mother is going down to school tomorrow for MPS, my result is also that marvellous. Passed 3 out of 7 subjects. And, it's e-learning tomorrow.
The 2nd photo is the nicest photo of the day, and of course it's taken by me. For other photos, go kiat's blog.
Only Jeff managed to made me laugh last night. Thanks brother ! I'll try to change my attitude for the better, but of course not guaranteed alright. <:
Babyliew called me at 7 plus to wake me up. Suppose to meet Babyliew and Jing and I made them waited for half an hour. Walked over to Woodlands Polyclinic. Jeslyn and co. came later on. In total, we had 9 people. We spent the whole morning there, waited for each other.
We decided to slack at woodlands mart and we split ways. Babyliew, Jing, Weihao, Alex and me cabbed over, while the rest took bus. Poor Weihao, he left his hand phone in the cab. The taxi driver claimed that he could only meet Weihao at 8-9pm tonight. It seems that he has a very low chance of getting back his phone, unless he's one lucky bastard.
The 5 of us slacked at 765 while waiting for the rest to come. The 2 cheerleaders came and joined us. The 7 of us got screened by the police and it took half an hour, lucky the rest not here yet. The rest joined us later on. A lot of things happened, lucky it ended nicely. All the girls left first, we sent Vivian home and slacked around there till 5 plus and headed back home. Not really used to getting home so early like today.
Look at those photos, the camera person damn skillful eh! All shag face lor. The main point of the photo is the one in pink, damn cute one lor, all ljb. <:
Had a heart-to-heart talk with Babyliew till 9.30pm. Pour out everything deep inside my heart, that I don't share with anyone else. Perhaps, we have similar personality and we could understand each other feelings and thought better.
I'm lost, so lost. I'm confused, very confused. No one can handle my attitude when I, myself couldn't even handle it. What I'm feeling was beyond what words could explain. Don't hesitate to leave me if you had enough of me. I wouldn't blame anyone but myself, the main problem lies on me, not anyone else. No one understands.
I'll try to stop myself. I don't want to be like an idiot.
"You're leading a meaningless life lor. You go out as you wish, do things as you like. No one can control you already. At home, only know how to use computer. Out with us, only know how to use hand phone. What else can you do? We've spoilt you. Don't know what can you do in the future. Don't force me to break your computer and hand phone. Even if you get a new one with your own money, I'll break again. I'll see what else you can do. " My father said that to me yesterday. <:
Great hor, if it really happens, I'll home run! My father never once praised me for my good but he never fails to blame me for my bad. He doesn't even know how old am I. Okay, enough of my father's stuff.
I regretted to tell my mother that I'd be good for this weekend and stay home since I've been out daily for the past few weeks till night time. Weihao asked me out to town, and I've rejected. I wanted to go out lor. Weihao said he would give me a call when he's back and I might go meet him for awhile.
I is boring de lor. Lai entertain me lea.
"I'm in a confuse state of mind."
Another friday. Meet Babyliew at Causeway Point, intend to watch Night at the Museum 2. Babyliew reached 6 minutes before the movie, didn't manged to catch it in time, so we decided to give it a miss. Head over to 765 to meet Jeslyn and co. Rachael came later on. (She forced me to write her name.) We slacked till 9 plus and home.
I'm webcam-ing with Rachael now. Look at her jiaobin ah ! <:
Meet up with Babyliew and Jing after school, went to Pizza hut for lunch. After lunch, went to 795 meet Jeslyn and Weihao, joined them and slacked at Crescent till 8 plus. Spent alot today unknowingly. Shag ah shag.
Just wanted to post something to let my blog seems more alive.
I'm sorry, very sorry that I have hurt you deeply.This time, I had chosen to leave.So many things I had kept in my heart , fear that I'd lose you if I had said it out.I didn't know where all my guts came from today. I just want be honest and direct with you, because I want to get everything clear.The past one week, it did a great impact not just to you, but me too.Perhaps things would be different if you didn't left me waiting in the cold for the past one week.For the past one year, I have been waiting so hard for this chance, atfer we broke up.Tonight, just in less than 1 hour. I'm have to make a decision.I'm really sorry thats I let go and choose to leave first.Don't ruin your life, don't avoid everyone.
Went to school with Babyliew, almost late man. Finish exams at 10.30am and headed home first. Went out to Causeway Point to meet Rachael and accompanied her for her lunch. I even accompanied her all the way down to Orchard for her checkup. I'm good right ? If not, I wouldn't even bother and let her travel down to Orchard alone.
Trained back and reached Admiralty at 3 plus. Walked to 768 to meet Weihao & co. at Mac. Initially, wanted to study but being constantly disturbed by some idiot. Left at 7 plus with Rachael and Weihao, home sweet home.
我不是你想像那麽勇敢
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I can blame no one but myself. I brought everything upon myself.
It took me one year for you to fade into my memory.
And merely 1 day, everything came back again.
Everyone warned me not to fall back, I listened to none.
Believing the feeling you gave, putting faith in you that you've changed.
I tried to convince them, you're not bad, everyone deserve a second chance.
After you came out, you seems to be back at square one.
My tolerance level for you was higher than anyone else.
First, you asked me to believe you that you didn't want all these.
Second, you asked for my forgiveness.
Third, you said you loved me.
Then, people told me you going to do stunts again.
You wouldn't know how I numb myself from all these pain.
It's been 3 days, how's you?
As expected, I fall asleep during Chemistry paper, left blank for my poa paper. I didn't carry any hope for this 2 papers either. Indeed, I have some difficulties in writing.
Headed home to changed, went to Admiralty meet Rachael. Then we walked to 768 to meet Weihao. Happened to saw Alex and Yuancheng. We asked Alex to help us get things, when he's back, Weihao and Weirong reached 768. Me, Rachael, Weihao, Weirong, Yuancheng and Alex slacked together. Weirong left first and Yufen joined us later on. I enjoyed slacking with them, their stunts never fail to make me laugh. Rachael and me slacked till 8, meet Junxian for awhile and headed home.
I didn't intend to go home so early, but Jing kept rushing me to play badminton with her. So went home, change and went down to badminton court. We played till 10. I'm so shag.
雨过之后更难忘记 忘记我还爱你
你不用在意 流泪也只想刚好合意
我知道不能再留住你
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽
It's chem and poa tomorrow. Ten o'clock and I just flipped open my chemistry textbook. Received Jing's sms asking me out to play badminton. Went out at 7 and reached home at 9. My right arm mucles is aching, I wonder if I could write properly tomorrow. Because I'm already having difficulties in typing now. Oh well.
My dear smartass sister.
I'm really glad you didn't totally forget about me.
I miss you a lot, I want to update you with my recent life.
I want to meet you soon.
I hope my msn return to normal so I can get online.
Thanks for showing your concern, my friends. I really appreciated it.
Yesterday, out with Babyliew, Jing, Jasmine and Kenneth for Sakae buffet. We did many stunts there and the staffs served us with a black face. Mingxuan and his co. went over to eat too, just a table away from us. We feared that we have no plates to take, because Mingxuan's first shot, he took 8 plates off the conveyor belt. I think both our tables made the most noise in there, we stayed till the buffet time is over. We slacked at Causeway Point till 7 plus.
If you're curious, the last two photos of a bangala-alike person is Mingxuan. Or he prefer us addressing him by his English name, toilet.
3rd May, Sunday.
4th May, Monday.
Attached to my sexy 唐定杰.
