Hey yo. Feel so fcuked up and irritated by msn, I'm online but noone sees me online. Hmm, if there's anything, just talk to me, I'll reply if i'm using my computer. Guess that I will have to get the person back to reformat my computer again. I think it's cause of this player i downloaded to watch show. I swear i wouldn't download that rubbish player to watch shows anymore. -.-
Well, spent my whole afternoon walking aimlessly at cwp with Rachael. I think that's about it for today.
Labels: Take good care of youself please.
Boohoo. Met up with the usual co. at 768 mac. Later on, headed to school. Got back my Chinese and Emaths paper. After school, went to eat lunch with Vivian. Suddenly, someone smack my shoulder. I turned behind and stunned awhile, it's Jason. It's been a long time since I have last seen him. Later on, went back to class for biology paper. Finally, finish common test already. After that, headed home, didn't feel like going anywhere. No mood either.
Finally, my hand phone vibrates and it's the name i wanted to see. I couldn't expect more for what i have now. Cause i have never thought that he would be back again. Yesterday, when I'm down and on the verge of giving up, I came across this phrase '与其后悔没试过，不如试过再后悔' (In English, it means it's better to regret for trying than regret for not trying). Spent some time thinking and I'm gonna hold on, at least i have tried and wouldn't regret. Even though, I may be unhappy or so.
Many thing are making me so f. up. My life ain't going smoothly, i guess it never did in the first place. My life is always full of ups and downs. That's what i'm going through everyday without fail. Things come piling on me, so rocks right.
i feel like suffocating already, endless pain.*
I don't seems to understand you, like how i once did. I can't catch what's on your mind or your heart. Now, i do trust you as long you says so, not get affected by what others say. I don't mind going down just to find you, comfort you, be by your side. I can tolerate your attitudes, everything. I'm also disappointed in myself, not able to help you in any ways.
Hey yo. Met up with Jeslyn, Vivian and Weihao for breakfast at 768. Headed to school. Not much to elaborate. Had maths and geography paper. After ct, Jialin and me accompanied Weihao to chop his hair. Slacked at mac while waiting for Jeslyn to come, continue slack till 7 and homed.
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18 Feb 09, 00:19
zhi an: bao bei,if u feel tats love,go 4 it.. lyk wat i told u tat day... Dun end up havin sad stories lyk i do.... If he stil loves u y nt go 4 it? Giv it a try.
REPLY: Baobei, yeahs, see how it goes. I won't want myself to regret. If i have a choice, i'll still walk this path.
18 Feb 09, 20:48
adeline: yoyoyo ! lol link me yeah , http://adelinee-lalaa.blogspot.com tqtq ;P
REPLY: Yoyo! lols okayys {:
19 Feb 09, 21:43
tabs: got leh.
REPLY: No lea ! Cause i said so. You HAVE to love me.
19 Feb 09, 21:57
jeff: =/
REPLY: Mai =/, arbo i also =/
20 Feb 09, 23:31
alson: jie, relink. {: / www.alson-nn.blogspot.com
REPLY: Kayys.
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Photos taken on sunday. Evening and night view of the hill we slacked. Thou the photo don't seems as high as the place actually was.
Labels: 1 year ago, everything was still so perfect.
Hey yo. Went to Marsiling in the morning. Feel so bored for today, called Rachael to meet me out, Jeslyn and Weihao too. Meet them at 1 plus at cwp. Went to Mosburger study till 4 plus. Slacked, Rachael went off first. 3 of us went to eat dinner and headed to my house's badminton court to slack. But there's people there, we end up headingup to the hill behind my house, seems to be 10 storey high. Slack till 9 plus, 3 of us agree that the place was nice for slacking, windy and have a clear view around.
Thinking of changing my life. Trying to change to a better me. And today's the 22.o2. Thots of one year ago, when everything was still so great. Excatly one year ago ..
Photos and Tags to be replied tomorrow. Tc guys.
Heyyo . Went to shop in the morning. Had tuition in the afternoon. Went out to cwp, swensen have dinner with parents. Last min, called up Rachael and Weihao to meet me at cwp after my dinner. Saw Lucas, finally we talked again, i'm happy for that. After eating, went outside courts to find Rachael and Weihao cause S.H.E came to cwp for some activities, only knew when i reached cwp. Stood at 4th floor watched S.H.E till 8 plus, shopped and slacked around. Headed to my house's badminton court slack till 10 plus and home.
Sorry, i'm really lazy to reply tags. Tomorrow yea.
Photos. (others not with me.)
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Labels: Good days don't last.
Hey yo. Didn't meet up for breakfast today. Headed to school. Schooled, Sst, Cca. After dance, walked to bus stop with Joyce and co. at 6 going 7. Just happen to see Weihao walking home, since i didn't feel like going home yet, he accompany me go slack awhile first. Today's mood ain't good, just not my day.
Haish, my mood yesterday and today was so f. Thanks Weihao for accompanying me, thou didn't help much to my mood. Every time i want to go home late, everyone went home already. When i want go home early, everyone slack like no body's business. Tags will be replied tomorrow or so.
To you-know-who.It's ain't your fault for my pain, of me feeling hurt/confused. I'd rather feel all this, at least you are there to support whatever i do right? Sorry for not telling you about things on me recently, cause i know those are things you dislike. Don't do things that you don't like just cause of me. No, i want you to be happy, i never want you to bear everything with me, as long i know you support me in whatever i do, it's already more than enough. After that msg, no more msg from you, don't think so much alright. Don't blame yourself anymore. You're still the dearest to me. Remember our plans on march right ? We go ss together one !Labels: Will this ever continue ?
Hey yo. Thanks for the morning calls from Jialin, Jeslyn and Weihao. Met up with them for breakfast and school. Every lesson today, i falls asleep. Maybe cause of not having enough sleep. Gotta sleep soon, if not tmr i'm gonna suffer, plus have ct. But don't think i can concentrate either.
Knowing you will be going to court tmr, really worried sick. If anything happens, i'll be feeling so lost again, those feeling will be like how i lost you that time. Today was a stunning day, get to know you still kept those photos, even those i didn't want to see anymore in the past because seeing those only reminds me of you and i'll wanna cry. But today you sent it to me, i only feel that i wouldn't want to delete it away anymore. I couldn't hold back any longer, all the love i kept inside. You're still the one, 22o2. TAGS REPLIES
15 Feb 09, 20:40
jeff: wa!!! haolian kia!!!
REPLY: lols, eu lo. wht me sial.
16 Feb 09, 19:49
tabs: what ! eeyer, i dont love you le.
REPLY: lols, nonono. you have no choice.
Labels: Happy yet sad (?)
Heyyo. Went to marsiling in the morning. Homed in the afternoon. Nothing to do.
To (*):I know you wouldn't read this, cause you don't have the link. But i feel like saying out, feels better. I should have trust you enough. I know this will cause a 'blockage' in between us, that's what i fear the most. It was like dream for me, till now. If it's really a dream, i don't want to wake up. You didn't want me to feel the pain, telling me it's a small matter, nothing one. It's something to me, i didn't want to not trust you. It meant alot to me.TAGS REPLIES
14 Feb 09, 23:38
tabs: lmao, but you know i still love you as ever
REPLY: yeahs, i know that, you have no choice.
15 Feb 09, 14:55
jeff: LOL!!! eu aso right? -,-
REPLY: okays lo, nxt time i see you. i IGNORE.
Hey yo.
Happy valentine people. Walked to cwp around 2pm, saw Jeslyn waiting for me at the road junction, chuatio. Walked around cwp with her while waiting for others. Had to help jeff check seoul garden price, so rich sial, cabbed down from Jurong -.-
Rachael, Junxian and Weihao joined us. While buying movie tickets, i saw bunny, shocked to see him, managed to chat awhile. Saw Jeff at escalator then shouted his name, give me those jiabin, then i kept give him -'-. Jialin came later on, watched Bride War. After movie, went to my house's badminton court slacked till 9 plus and homed.
Thanks for all the valentine gift and wishes.TAGS REPLIES.
11 Feb 09, 16:33
jeff: mai wry lar. gt laokor here ;D
REPLY: yeahs lo, a kor kip show -'- to me.
11 Feb 09, 18:45
Syaff!: http://marryme-justsayyes.blogspot.com/ SHIEN ! Relink me, thanks! ;D
REPLY: okays.
11 Feb 09, 19:10
xiaoqin: dont want le laa.. give up! LOL! i wish that sec 4 life end fast. den i am gg a school tt i will c no one! ;D
REPLY: lols, same. i wanna end very very soon.
11 Feb 09, 19:57
tabs: cause my re[ply like coldcold one right.
REPLY: yeahs, good dat eu know lo.
13 Feb 09, 23:58
JASMINE: CHEERUP! &HAPPY V DAY LOVE!
REPLY: i'm not sad ? happy vday too.
Labels: Sick and tired.
Boo yo. Didn't late for today, I'hv got 4 person morning call me, Jeslyn, Jialin, Junxian & Waikit. Do i even have the chance to sleep more, laughs. Met up with Jeslyn and co. for mac breakfast at 768, like usual. Walked to school, and have school stuff. After school, have sst then cca. Homed at 7 plus.
I'm suffering from a sore throat and nose block, seriously. Sore throat is giving me a hard time. No chocolates (?) HEE.
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10 Feb 09, 19:18
xiaoqin: nahh.. i hang out with tt few people only.. LOL.. sometimes also like.. abit gap lahhs.. LOL..
REPLY: Must hang out more, linger more mah. have gap not good lea, some more eu ain't old, dar.
10 Feb 09, 19:35
zhi an: ur blog song nice,i lyk it 2 ^^ missyou lots =)
REPLY: Thanks thanks, i also like it :D
Labels: 你离开之后 爱你的眼泪很寂寞 ):
Hey yo. Overslept today, due to last night sleeping late. Suppose to meet Jialin and co. for breakfast. End up only Jialin and Weihao go, the rest all overslept. I'm about to late so asked my mummy to drive me to school.
Left school at 3 plus with Jialin, Junxian and Loojing. Met up with Rachael and Weihao. Walked to adp for lunch. Jialin and Loojing went off first. Slacked at Bozong's block and head to 768, slacked there. Did stupid stunts and all those craps. Jeslyn joined us later on.
To those who slacks with me.
This 2 weeks my attitude sucks like hell, the way i talk also very guailan. Yes, I know it myself. People just irritates me lil bit, and i'll go crazy anyhow gan. I know you guys know i'm joking and no quarrels those stuffs. But i didn't like the way i behave. I have told (*) that i'll change, tolerate and endure. Everything just smile and let it pass. Take it that i didn't see, hear.
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8 Feb 09, 16:08
tabs: i also dont know! laughs, some irritating bastard.
REPLY: lols, yeahs. i wanna crap w eu sial. like now not much topic le.
8 Feb 09, 21:13
xiaoqin: i no friends laa.. how to go out with so many ppl. LOL
REPLY: Eu got fren de lo, mai geh siao with me. sure can de. LOL
8 Feb 09, 23:33
jeff: LOL! dont say siao. scarly nxt time i go in LOL!!!
REPLY: laughs,wont de lo. i at there see dem hor, i thinking nxt time i'll be like dat then how.
Labels: 你为什么要自己一个默默痛着。
Photos on friday.
Labels: Can you assure me it's true (?)
I'm still awake now, feeling so hungry, skipped my dinner.
Rachael cabbed to my house at around 3 plus. Crap around, went to Cwp at 6 plus. Waited for Junxian to come. Accompany them to eat dinner, then Junxian left to take hongbao. Walked around with rachael, something happened same like yesterday. Later on, Weihao came to meet us. Went to my house first, Junxian cabbed down to my house w Jess. Went down to meet them and slack at badminton court till 10.30 like that.
Labels: Sorry.
Hey yo. Went to school, after school went back home. Met up with Jeslyn, Vivian, Junhong and Junxian at cwp 3 plus. Went to eat pizza hut, that's my lunch and dinner. Walked almost every shop, Junxian and Junhong left first. Sit around at bench then something happen. After that, go meet Dumeng.
After that, bus-ed to Adp. Weihao joined us, Dumeng left first. We 3 went to 720 slack and take photos, laughs. Met Jialin at bus stop and bused to my house there. Homed at 10 plus. Left home at 12am with Jialin to meet Jeslyn and Weihao. Junxian came. Something happen.
Bused to Adp, slacked around playground and 677. Thanks Jeff for calling me to entertain me. Rachael joined in. Later on, Junxian and Rachael left first. Went to Adp mac sit till 3 plus. Thanks Waikit for staying up and sms with me. Bought things and headed to 720, 12th floor slack. Enjoy the wind and night view.
I've got so hungry since i reached home last night, desperate to eat breakfast. Went to 768 eat mac while Weihao went home. Till 5 plus, my limit is up, slept on Jeslyn's shoulder. Went up to 3rd floor and slack. I lean on the wall also can sleep. Sent Jeslyn home at 6 plus and bused back, slept on Jialin's shoulder. Finally, home sweet home ! Sleep till 1 plus. Still damn tired. Blogger can't upload photo now, I'll upload asap.
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6 Feb 09, 16:29
jeff: wa!!! mei so experience in dis type ah?!
REPLY: Uh? which type ?
7 Feb 09, 00:05
zhi an: bao bei!!! Ty 4 helpin me wif the present ya??
7 Feb 09, 00:05
zhi an: muacks!!!
REPLY: Baobeiii ! welcome welcome. muackies x3
7 Feb 09, 14:09
tabs: last night :)
REPLY: What happened ?
7 Feb 09, 23:24
jeff: expert in old folk home ;D
REPLY: lols, siao -.-
Labels: Haish.
Boo yo. Thanks for Jeslyn's morning call. Met Jeslyn, Jialin, Vivian, Weihao and Junxian at 768 for mac's breakfast again. Then, headed to school. Schooled. After school, maths remedial. And, dance practice that ends at 6.30pm.
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5 Feb 09, 18:45
xiaoqin: yaa laaa.. later they chase me out sia LOL
REPLY: lols, if kena chase out, watse the tix. but eu go with one big bunch of ppl dey dont check on even count the people eu have.
5 Feb 09, 20:01
jeff: wa. y dam dis dae? dun lyk old folk home?? o.o
REPLY: its other reasons. old folks home is okays for me.
Labels: Confused and lost. Could you prove to me ?
Hellos. Schooled. After school, went to do cip at old folks' home. After cip, went to meet Jialin, Jeslyn, Rachael, Weihao and Junxian with Vivian. Headed to 768 slacked and bused home with Jialin.
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3 Feb 09, 16:10
zhi an: bao bei i mis u... =X
REPLY: baobei, imyt.
3 Feb 09, 20:17
tabs: where's crapping time agian?
REPLY: idk lea, i wanna crap asap.
4 Feb 09, 19:02
xiaoqin: later i kana kick out sia. LOL. play safe. dont want try. ;X i wait till my birthday! LOL
REPLY: lols, so kia si ah.
Labels: I already know.
Hey yo, woked up by Jeslyn's morning call. Prepared and bused to 768. Met with Jeslyn and co. for mac breakfast and walked to school. Skipped school part, after school, had lunch and went for oral.
Finished oral, chatted with Peilin outside hall. Saw Junxian finishing up, so i waited for him. Walked to Junxian's block with him and waited for Jeslyn and co. to come. Went up to Junxian's house to slack. Later on, walked to 786 to slacked with Jialin and Jeslyn. Weihao and Junxian came joined us. Jialin went to find yc and co. We sit outside 7-11, waiting for her and bused home.
Labels: Is it true (?)
Hey yooooo. Woke up early and have nothing much to do. Vivian last minutes jio me go her house. I went to bath, changed and bused to her house. Jeslyn, Vivian and Weihao was there. Later on, Rachael came and joined us. Played baluk till 7 like that. For last few days, i'm the one losing, today i win the most, laughs !
Vivian's parents brought us to vista point have dinner, lao yu sheng and treat us beer. Waited for 1 hour sial for the food sial. After that, her parents tompang me home. Thanks :D
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28 Jan 09, 22:42
xiaoqin: y so emoooooo~ dont like tt laa D;
31 Jan 09, 21:15
xiaoqin: eee.. y can watch the nc 16 show! T-T i wanna watchhhhhhhh LOL
REPLY: no emo lah, laughs, jealous not ? you try your luck see can enter not ?
28 Jan 09, 23:10
jeff: come bak jiu hao ;x
1 Feb 09, 13:02
jeff: qin u wait dao june bah LOL!!!
REPLY: i know you miss me alot. laughs, i dont have to wait til nov. :D
31 Jan 09, 17:22
♥angela: actually now then i realise you are exactlytwo mont
31 Jan 09, 17:23
♥angela: actually now then i realise you are exactly two months younger than me hahas.. [: SMILEZ!
REPLY: laughs, is it ?
1 Feb 09, 13:34
junhong: hi shien xD your that nuffnang ads is earned money de rights ? 20 cents.? haha
REPLY: yo didi. lols, yeahs lo. i only got 80 cent nia -.-
Labels: Don't let me fall again please.
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