today , bad day ,
bad mood .
any sounds around me irritates me alot .
jasmine sit bside me suffer alot , she sing during class ,
i stare at her awhile , she auto say orhs & diam diam lerhs .
indeed , sit w me for 2 & 1/2 yrs , know whn gd mood / bad mood .
only 2 person kip talking t me - abel & encheng .
about wht , none otr than porn -.-
rach & jes jio me go slack aft skl , but din go .
first , no mood . second , sense smth bad will happen .
so i homed first , watched some taiwan show .
jeslyn chua ♥ - auto sms me ask whys bad mood .
thot she wouldn't know , tks for eur concern .
she wants me t fan her w my everything than kiping everything t myself .
i'll learn t b more initiative thou it's real difficult ,
till now i still cant b more initiative , those who know me well will know .
Replies of Tags
ah hong<3 - lols , tks {:
after nagging rach for updating her blog ,
her turn t nag me t update my blogg .
skl-edd , revision & get bck test pprs .
nth much actually .
aft skl , stayed in skl t eat lunch .
rebecca gave me a note , so sweet of her .
first sentence shoot me liaos , lols .
aft dat , walked t northoaks w rach .
wanted t study in northoaks but gt ppl lerhs.
th sky lyk gg t rain lerhs , din want t stay outdoor so go rach hse .
did my geog , halfway thru , hungry lerhs .
rach cooked maggiemee for me t eat , so sweet of her .
studied till 5 plus , bus-ed t adp t mit jialin .
& bus-ed home w her .
ahrach darl & me .
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passerby - welcome .
xiaoqin - lols , whr gt ji dong seh , i rly not smart lorhs . eu more smart sia . i nt smart also nbm , nt meant t b .
ytd evening ;
rach last min ps me -.-
den i go stadium wait for encheng .
encheng came , also w hong nd hong mom .
run few rounds , rest , walked t cwp w dem .
go pasar malam for awhile jiu went home first .
tday ;
go shop in th morning ,
reach home at 2 plus , jiu din go out lerhs .
at home watch 黑糖群俠傳 & jap drama .
thots of gg t skl tml , sians 1/2 ._.
ciaos .
Replies of Tags
xiaoqin - wait for one bloody year & im free . can do most things dat i wanna do now . yeahhs panda so damn clever larhs , nt lyk me . lols , i din say dat :/
JASMINE - lols , so determine t sabo adrian ?
passerby - its messenger plus . th web : http://www.msgpluslive.net/
post bout yesterday .
woke up by encheng morning call at 5 .
saw 2 missed call frm encheng & rach .
go prepare nd go interchg tk bus .
enchend missed th bus im on , so i wait for him at skl de busstop .
he reach lerhs , cross road mit viv & hong .
walked t voiddeck mit rach & walked t skl at 6
at skl , walked around all those place , do stunts lols ..
skl-ed, nth much uh .
afts skl , mit jes on bus , homed , bath & changed .
walked t cwp eat lunch , den mit rach .
walked around finding presents , finally buy hao lerhs .
family go ajisen eat dinner , ask me go eat , but i duwan .
i asked money from laobu nd bought my
shades - lyk my baby .
jes & rach kip say i gt shade no dem liaos , jes also wan dat shade .
jialin came t mit us aft her hmt , bused t rach hse .
slack at her hse , psp-ed nd use laptop .
jes & jialin hungry , bused t cwp agn , dey go eat ljs .
boon nd hao also came , slack till 9 jiu go home lerhs .
Tags Replies
xiaoqin - yeahhs lorhs , so sians w studying larhhs , _l_ . wanna fastr finish studying jiu good liaos . agree , jefferson lee siao de .
jeff - aiya , eu also main attraction . just dat eu duwan let me cut out eur foto niahs . i can cut out de lorhs .
passerby - eu mean messenger plus ?
` SYAFF ♥ - syaffff ! i miss eu too seh . so long no talk lerhs .
JASMINE - yeahhs , dat adrian din even tell us he bday siol .
WeNx - okayys , tks . eu also eh , dont alw complain bout those report arhhs ! D:
aiai kip nag me to update D:
morning , bus-ed t skl .
had 4 fking test , eng , chin , bio & poa .
bio & poa i sure fail de , din study =D
aft skl , go library for sst .
chiong finish 4 poa wksht still gt 2 chem exam wksht .
& thur ss test , fri chem test .
i wont have white hair is fake de liaos lorhs .
aft sst , went t crescent slack w ah-s .
tday ah-s gt me , jes , rach , viv , lu , hao , hong & boon .
played bball , den sit at side slack till 6 plus & homed .
i rather kip it deep in my heart & we'll b frens .
tks for letting me forget him , 7 mths plus de everything dat i once cant let go .
all i nid is just frens around who truly care for me ,
th rest i dont care liaos .
i♥ah-s .
REPLIES OF TAGS
xiaoqin - yeahhs lorhs , fking sians sia . everytime tests & exams . wanna fastr finish study , can do whtever i wanna do . & i din put jeff foto cus he dont have individual foto , den i wanna cut his foto out frm his dp , he dont let me D:
jamie - uhh , eu are ?
jeff - must be eu dui bu qi me den must say dui bu qi right ? wht eu did ?! qin wrong , eu also wrong , no nid argue .
JUMAAH :D - deardear , tks yeahhs ;D wht's eur link ?
WeNx - dawenwen♥, imy D:
jes kip reminding me t update , bohbian .
went t shop & homed at 10 plus .
bath thn go cwp mit rach , jes , hong , boon & hao .
ate at ljs for lunch nd train-ed t clarke quay .
went t riverwalk there t support our dear viv ._.
before th performance start gt game .
hong , lu , hao & junhao kanna lose in th game .
hong & junhao kanna sabo zui easy hungry de .
both of dem nidda lie on floor , den lu & hao make banana split on them .
hong zui poor thing , face & shirt kanna syrup .
we see liaos , all scare lerhs , 2nd game start all zao go toilet .
jes , rach & me go in boy toilet see dey all clean hao demself lerhs marhs .
got 2 guys stand outside door wanna go toilet ,
saw th 3 of us , dey kip lookin at us see if we boy den check toilet door de sign .
den 3 of us laugh-ed & went out first .
aft dat , performance start lerhs , quite okayys larhs .
aft performance , talked w aileen dey all .
den we walked around clarke quay area .
first time go walk lyk a tourist , go whr also tk foto .
dey go eat bak kuh teh , nbr eat de play hp games .
den cont walked around till gg 7 .
& train-ed bck t adp , slack awhile jiu home lerhs .
reach home at 8 plus .
overall, tday more fun than i expected .
tags replies will b tml i think .
fotos , individual edits will b posted soon .
this i anyhow do de .
our group foto - loves ;D
my dearest girls & me - loves ;D
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baobei di - loves ;D
di & me - loves ;D
me w lulu cap =="
darl insisted me t blog , so bohbian .
skl-edd till 12.40 .
go canteen mit darl & junhong .
walked t darl hse there , dabao go darl hse eat .
darl go chg , me & junhong go find everything in her comp .
around 2 plus , go t my hse .
i go bath & chg , dey use comp .
finish lerhs , bus-ed t crescent .
reach there noone , jitao sians 1/2 .
called jes , weihao & boon come down .
dey reach awhile , whole group of chirst church came down also .
dey played match all those , junhong ride bike tompang me around .
i so long no ride bike liao siol , lols .
slack till 6 plus , go adp w jes , rach & junhong .
go kfc eat dinner & home , tml gg out lohs :D
tags will b replied tml , lz-ness . foto wait darl sent me .
ciaos .
skl-ed , geog lesson , nth much uh .
during pe , have sumo sumo dance ._.
3e2 best larhs , sporting klass ! ;D
our klass same w 5n1 , dance marks 8.5/10 .
recesss .
ss den maths & light lessons .
horny phua talked w us bout sex education , klass hottest topic .
assmbly , eoy & blogging talk ..
bio reme & sst-ed .
finish sst , went t crescent find lulu & junhong,junxian dey all .
slackked till 6 plus , walked t adp & hom-ed .
in love w this few phrase frm a song darl intro .
爱怎会输给了时间 我的耳边 再听不见
我以为永远不会变 最习惯的明天见
放手了 该回到原点 心会受伤 也能复原
我会学着自己走出从前 祝福明天
REPLIES OF TAGS
jeff - dui bu qi for wht ?
JASMINE - hahs , tks eh . i know sitting bside me is lyk a chore . im very troublesome . whn im in bad mood , i'll gib eu attitude . whn i have smth t say , eu din listen t cher nd listen t me instead . i know sometimes i gib u ljb . appreciate wht eu have done for me . tks .
xiaoqin - nbm larhs , my dardar very busy one .
morning , skl-ed .
nth much happened in skl tday .
finally , cca stand down lerhs .
aft skl , eat lunch w jialin & rach .
finish eating , started talking .
we talking about those sex things , horny stuffs .
junhong came nd join us ,
junxian , weihao , encheng , qihuang , sooneng , kokkiong join in too .
i knew smth so damn stunning , whn i just know it idk hw t react .
lucky dey kip talking & talking den i btr lerhs .
going 3 lyk dat , jialin nidda go hmt , so i pei her .
i rly hope ppl wont hide things from me cus i rly hate dat feeling .
dont feel bad for letting me know th truth .
for me , i rather know th truth even if i will b sad .
i will feel even worse whn ppl hide things from me .
altho dat smth rly mk me stun , i cant believe it .
cant believe dat such things would happen .
yet , i nid to , its th fact .
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jian han ; whn im free then i do .
JASMINE ; hahs , loves .
went t cwp w jialin , mit viv , brenda , joei & edsel .
joei & edsel went off first , viv , jialin & me went t eat dinner .
jes & rach came , lucas also came .
went down t mit junhong di .
lucas & brenda went off first .
trained t boonlay , reach boonlay feel so unease .
waited for aileen & th rest t reach den tk 243 go gekpoh cc .
there so damn hot , i kip sweating =="
kip walking out of th cc , prime market & blocks .
rach left first .
aft dat , i bcame so high w junhong .
we kip playing w th balloons, talk horny stuffs & tk fotos .
slack till 10plus , decided t home lerhs .
took bus reach boonlay mrt ,
junhong & me same time sing th song nan ren nu ren chorus , lols .
on mrt , viv , junhong & me kip playing ._.
junhong & me talk th same things second time , you yuan .
we kip talk horny stufffffffs :x
& finally reach woodlands .
lz t edit much :/
individual edits will b uploaded in frenster .
photos , & ciaos .
junhong keai didi & me :D
my girls :D
REPLIES OF TAGS
Denzieee - hellos :D
xiaoqin - yeahhs lorhs , long time no tag me lerhs marhs .
jeff - lols , who call eu gt stm , i understand de .
just came bck from somerset .
10 plus meet jialin at marsiling mrt .
went t shop t put her clothes .
& trained t admiralty .
at admiralty met th rest , waited for more ppl t come .
trained t somerset , y-hope for service .
aft service train bck t wdlands .
jialin at my hse now , bathing .
tnight she ton at my hse , bet she will fall aslp :D
going t boonlay ltr for festival w ah-s lerhs .
see if tnight ot tml den post bout th festival tnight .
ciaos .
went t skl , sianned .
aft skl , jinghong accompany me home .
homed t bath & chg .
den we walked t cwp , sit at cinema de kopitiam .
wited for quite long , den rach nd jes came .
aft dat , jialin nd viv also came lerhs .
walked around , very sians , bus-ed t crescent .
dey played bball , i played psp .
aft dat , alot ppl came den dey no court play lerhs .
walked t 600 plus de block de bball court .
most of th court taken for baibai jiaduo thing .
starting i dont intend t play bball de .
end up i also played bball , sibei sweaty =="
when we walked off , those jiaduo ppl kip calling us .
we thot dey wanna disiao us , so we all ignore .
dey shout pink colour shirt , nicole , but we no turn bck .
dey bobian anyhow call names , dey shouted stephanie , cindy .
we just walk off , den gt one shout pontianak , we all laugh out .
cross road lerhs , viv realise her bio bk left at court .
we finally know dey wanted t call us cus gt bk left there , LOL .
walked t adp kfc eat dinner .
waited so damn long , jes & viv eat one dinner so many stunts .
whn we eat finish , i received sien call .
its chiehua talking , i thot is sien , den i kip shooting chiehua .
dey jio-ed me go 883 slack but viv dey all gg home lerhs so i din go .
bus-ed home w jialin .
tml most of th ah-s will go gekpoh cc celebrate mooncake festival tgt :D
love th ah-s :D , ciaos .
i rly miss those times .
istillloveyou ):
REPLIES OF TAGS
shirley ; relinked .
JING ; relinked .
Jeslyn ; aiai ! x33s
jianhan ; where got emo . hahs .
morning late wake up cus i duwan wake up :x
i have a best dream ever man , slp also can smile de .
this was th 8th time & th best time ever , duwan wake up btr .
skl-edd , sianned .
aft skl , english reme , i kip falling aslp , jasmine kip waking me up .
aft sst , thinking shud i pon dance .
in th end decided t pon , went t crescent slack .
aft dat , lulu came w a big dog .
th dog stand hor , taller than me , rocks arhs .
lulu bring dog bck then came bck slack w us .
received jon call , he say he saw me , mk me find dao so gang kor .
i thot he at bridge but he at playground , run go find him talk .
his fren come find him i jiu walk bck bball court .
out of boredom , both courts got match gg on .
me , rach , viv , weihao , lulu , bozong played monkey ._.
dance finish , msjane saw me den kip stare at me ask me why no go dance .
i lie say gt home tuition den just finish come crescent , lols .
lucky no see dao msjasmine , arbo she shout me very siasuay siol .
gt courts lerhs we jiu play dao 6 plus .
reached home at 7 plus , called jes talk .
tml slacking day , finally one wk gg over lerhs .
ciaos .
morning , finally rush dao 6.45 de bus .
reach skl go class copy poa .
morning assmbly , everyday spotcheck nt sians mehs .
i everyday forget bring clip nidda borrow frm ppl .
klass , have a hard time gg thru long period till 2.25 .
aft skl , have sst , sit w jialin , minex , jing , qiuhua , mich , matt .
we kip talking non-stop , lols .
finish sst , bus-ed t cwp .
stand at entrance there wait for quite awhile for duapai de jon .
went t minibites find necklace nd t xcraft nd th bluez .
asked jon see which buckle nicer , he kip tell me superman & skull .
aft dat , jialin talked t her church fren awhile jiu home le .
i hate th way i think .
i know those doubts will mk things worse .
so many things dat i cannot clear .
well , ppl around me are drifting away frm me ,
hais , still maybe awhile more i will get used t it .
awhile more i wont feel anyth & kip myself away .
ppl have monday blue , mine is tues & wed blue .
hate those long period , damn sians .
want slp , kip kanna call wake up by cher .
tks t mr phua , he gave me a backbone checkup slip .
nxt nxt week monday , i no nid go skl , 9 am go checkup , shiok .
had sst in canteen .
tks jialin teach me chem , arbo till now i everything dno .
aft sst , went for dance , this yr 1st time in dance im serious in warmup .
halfway , super bad mood , talked t jialin bout it .
aft dance , walked t crescent w jialin & valerie .
go find encheng & kenneth , decided t slack .
i bth , wanna vent anger , go play bball w encheng & kenneth .
while playing , encheng listen me talk , tks t both of dem .
dey made m laugh & im more engross in bball dat i din think much .
played till 7 plus jiu walk t 795 w jialin & encheng .
buy things & walked t adp , bused home w jialin .
so many factors affecting my mood .
leading me t gib those fking attitude .
sry to those who i gave my fking attitude to .
& for nt replying sms , answering calls .
im always lyk dat , gib me some time to peace .
sometimes , i feel lyk keeping myself away from everyone .
left alone by myself , not depending on anyone .
duwan add on trouble t ppl around me , dat kind of feeling is bck agn .
or maybe th feelings was nbr gone in th first place .
whys am i even born in th first place , i find no good in me .
i have no contributions , waste resources , wht else .
really envy those ppl w no troubles , nth .
whys cant i ever lead a normal life .Labels: iwantanormallife .
1.The person who tag you is.
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rachael tay shi min .
2.Your relationship with him/her is
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full-time darling ; part-time twinnie .3.Your five impression of him/her.
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chiobu , amazon forest , siaocharbor , camwhore , fierce :x
4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
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dat night , i very upset , asked her come out pei me ton , she came all th way t my voiddeck there , on th same night , we almost kanna , lucky she saved both of us .5.The most memorable thing he/she said to you .
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check her blog post on me , very long ._.6.If he/she is your lover,you will..
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treat her super gud , wont let her history repeat .7.If he/she is your lover.The thing he/she has to improve on will be..
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treat me even btr & love me even more :D8.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will.
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nahhs , duwan t think bout it .9.If he/she becomes your enemy,The reasons will be..
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nahhs , no reason t b enemy .10.The most desired thing to do for him/her now is.
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mk sure she do her o lvl , dont gib up on o lvl , only left 1-2 mths + .11.Your overall impression of her..
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rocks rocks rocks :D12.How you think ppl around u will feel about you.
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idk .13.The characters you love about yourself..
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idk .14.On the contray,The char you hate yourself are.
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idk .15.The most ideal person u wanna be is..
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idk .16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
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tks for all th care & concern , i rly appreciate it & i love eu guys :D17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.It's typed randomly, no preference whatsoever
1. Jialin
2. Jeslyn
3. Rachael
4. Jasmine
5. Vivian
6. Xiaoqin
7. Jefferson
8. Junhong
9. Junxian
10. Weiwen
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
{Xiaoqin}- me :D
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
{Junxian}- duh , homo :/
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
{Jefferson&Weiwen}- they are btr w kor & di .
22. What is no.2 studying about?
{Jeslyn}- how t b a professional nanny .
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
{Rachael}- 1 min ago .
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
{Junhong}- not sure lehhs .
25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
{Jialin}- yeahhs , 2 sis & 1 bro .
26. Will you woo no.3?
{Rachael}- she's alr mine .
27. How about no.7?
{Jefferson}- nahhs , my beloved kor :D
28. Is no.4 single?
{Jasmine}- yeahhs .
29. What is the surname of no.5?
{Vivian}- chua
30. What 's the hobby of no.10? .
{Weiwen}- listen song & studyy :x
31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
{Vivian&Junxian}- yeahhs .
32. Where is no.2 studying at?
{Jeslyn}- nt studying .
33. Talk something casually about no.1.
{Jialin}- tall , pretty !
34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
{Junhong}- nahhs , my keai de didi .
35. Where does no.9 live at?
{Junxian}- admiralty .
36. What colour does no.4 like ?
{Jasmine}- uhh , nt sure :/
37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
{Vivian&Jialin}- yeahhs .
38. Does no.1 have any pets?
{Jialin}- dont think so .
39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
{Jefferson}- NO !
40. What is no. 10 doing now?
{Weiwen}- i think studying for test bahs .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , CHENMINGYONG ! :Dsms-ed w aaron 11 plus last night , trying t kip myself awake .
had a hard time till 12t t sms mingyong bday msg & finally slp .
morning went t shop till 12 plus .
at home watch jap drama & chatting whole day .
tml got skl lerhs , sians .
nth much lerhs , ciaos .
everytime i made dat decision , it alw fails .
hope this time my determination could last .REPLIES OF TAGS
jeff - huh ? wht's zhou guan ? cannot whack lahhs dey . whr gt guy whack girls de sia .
rach - okayys , i go do .
morning went t shop , 9 plus den morning call lucas ,
spam 20 plus calls , he finally wake up .
12 left , took bus t adp mit rach & jes .
waited awhile for lucas , den scare he fall aslp agn so left first .
on mrt , received lucas msg , he fall aslp agn just wake up .
luck we din wait for him siol , headed t bugis .
we go eat ljs first , so damn hungryyy .
rach got her belt , we got tees .
we walked for 3 hours plus at bugis & bj , just t find jes want de guy formal .
first time walked into 20 plus guys clothes de shop .
& at least we went in t ea shop at least 3 times .
until those shopkeeper also recognize us liaos =="
finally decided t buy spade de formal , then th shopkeeper say t us :
eu all buy so long still havent buy dao arhs ? jitao we can only laugh xD
aft buying alr 5 plus .
train-ed t kovan , jes pass th formal clothes t another rach .
train-ed all th way bck t woodlands , decided t walk home .
the path t go home/go cwp , i hv walked w so many ppl .
it will only remind me of dat one person dat i can nbr forget , everytime w/o fail .
weirdly , it dont remind me of any otr people or memories .
one wk gt at least 5 days nid walk dat path , those memories , hais .
ciaos .
morning went t shop .
frm morning till aftnn kip watching hk drama .
aft dat , went home t bath .
received jialin sms den faster chg & rush out .
walked t interchg , alr saw her waiting for me .
i just reach she jiu gib me a note , she write super long .
took bus t skl & have dance till 4 plus , mood aint very gud .
at 795 there slack till 5 lyk dat jiu homed lerhs .
REPLIES OF TAGS
` SYAFF ♥ - SYAFF , wo ye xiang ni :D
jeff - lols . yeahhs , i invent de . i rmb eur last msg , eu lyk my blood bro okayys , cannot wack me bck . & where gt guys hit girls de ? =="
JASMINE - lols , hows eur camp then ? honoured not ? can see eur foto lehhs .
shirley - yeahhs , linked eu lerhs , tkcares aye ^^
11 , went t skl for chinese test .
whn i reach skl , first thing fastr chiong door .
wanna try my luck see nixon put my edic gt ppl tk away nt .
the edic gone lerhs , i thot i so sway , lost it lerhs .
i went t ava rm for test , jj tell me he help me tk edic & pass t minex .
went t get bck from minex , saw note in my edic from nixon dat mk me go LOL .
chinese test compo anyhow crap , mange t finish at 12.40 lyk dat .
rush t skl gate find jialin , she waited there for me for quite sometime .
walked t 768 for lunch .
nd went bck t skl for dance till 4 .
aft dance , jes called me , want t mit .
bus-ed w jialin t cwp nd find jes , rach nd their fren peipei .
jes told me some things dat mk me think alot .
slack till gg 6 jiu homed lerhs .
nixon put in my edic de note .
his so called 'tks letter' , tear from compo bk de .
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WeNx ; lols , dont yawn lerhs . at there during klass must concentrate arhs , dont see charbor see dao dont study lerhs .
xiaoqin ; say lehhs ._. dont nth :/
MEIJUN; ; imyt , no see eu for few days lerhs . eu also tkcare yeahs {:
morning , went t eat brkfast w parents & shop .
i received jeff kor msg , he tell me bout his dream seh .
gt dream dao me , he dream dat i bcome blood sis .
everything also snatch w him dont gib him first , lols .
anw dat's my pattern t communicate w my sisters .
aftnn , homed got lunch & went off .
go bck shop there awhile jiu mrt t bugis w my mom .
song boh , i buy , she payy :/
i bought 3 shirt , 4 studs , 1 nf shorts , 1 belt nd 1 watch .
somemore b4 gg off , she treat me eat pastamania .
suddenly she treat me so gud agn :/
hope tml i hengheng , manage t get bck my edic from nixon ._.
anw , goodluck t ppl who are tking their n lvl papers tml .
goodluck ppl , ciaos .
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jeff - LOL . eur way of teng ppl is so unique eh ? i teng eu smack eur head , eu guy lehhs , smack my head bck , whr gt lyk dat de ?
xiaoqin - huhs ? wht nbm o.o
caiyin - okayys , relinked .
XIUXIAN - HAOPENGYOU ! happy holidays too . eu too yeahs , mk full use of this holidays .
xiaoJam♥ - uhh , eu are ?
Attached to my sexy 唐定杰.
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junhong keai didi & me :D
my girls :D
