today morning is th worst morning i ever had man .
quarrel w laobu till very cham , talk dao she also cry liaos .
i told her whys i dont even wanna go home , dat home is just a shelter .
i bth liao , sms ah min darl ask her come out pei me .

aftnn , have lunch w parents at cuzway pt .
i step in laopei car , laopei want drive us t cuzway pt .
i diam diam nbr sya anything , he start scolding me agn , nb .
i nbr say anythign , did nth , he say he gud mood alw i spoil his mood .
wtf sia , dont even understand kip scolding niahs .

tks ah min darl smses & call .
also , jeff smses for last night & this aftnn .
received his msg which shock me , think bck all those past agn .
i went home , t bath & chg , den go cuzway pt agn .
went timezone t tk money from laobu & saw peilin , andy , huixian & qiuhua .
huixian , qiuhua go buy things .
peilin , me & andy go carpark , andy want from me , normal stuffs .
den huixian & qiuhua came den went bck in cuzway .

ah min darl called me say she reach lerhs , so i go off mit her first .
we walked & i told her all those things .
we waited for ah boon & ah lulu t come .
for around 1 hr , ah lulu finally come , ah boon cant come .
starting , ah lulu very sians one , wanna slp machiam half dead .
feel guilty t mk him come out pei us .
walk cuzway py walk dao sians , walk t 800+ in heavy rain .

we walk go eat roti prata , den ah lulu go buy one more waffle t eat .
ah min darl & me kip bully ah lulu , i now know he pa yang .
we walk dao one voiddeck sit , normal stuff , got one ah pek come .
kip walking around machiam want call police lyk dat , den we walk away .
we walk dao random block slack agn , den jiu home lerhs .

i know eu guys try t help me , tks for th concern .
but noone knows th pain im going thru .
th one facing all this prob de is me .
all this prob coming at a time , frenship , him & family .
everyone see me laughing , smile , joking around , lyk nth happen .
noone knows how much is going thru inside me .
noone rly know how pain it is , if i din even exist in th first place .
everything would b btr , ppl & me all wont unhappy liaos .

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JEFFreyღ ; still tks .
xiaoqin ; but eu still did tk . chg starhub btr .