hate is easy; love takes courage .
guess I don't have th courage anymore .
I'm tired of everything luhs , as I have told Jes & Jeff .
I'm very tired of hiding my feelings , lying t myself .
everyone assume I forget alr , just by seeing me putting up a smile .
no one knows how hard is it t put up a smile , faking a smile .
I hate myself for being lyk dat . drifting away from jialin & viv bahhs, idk whys .
peilin know abit but she got her own problems also .
sometimes dont dare t tell lucas,
cause he will scold me for being so foolish .
thou he said he will b there 24/7 for me .
sometimes also dont dare tell jeff .
he understands me, but dno how t gib advise .
think sometimes he also dno wht t reply me .
rach is gud listening ear, but think hard t understand me .
tq for trying t understand me, i know it's hard :l
now only close w jes & tell her everything .
rach&me de conversation .# -Rach :/ says:
i noe life suks nowadays
# -Rach :/ says:
so was mine.
# -Rach :/ says:
but we still have to walk down to the future isnt it?
- sнιєи ♣ says:
yeahhs , hais .
# -Rach :/ says:
so dont think of the past
# -Rach :/ says:
it is good to think of the past, but not stay in the past for too long/
- sнιєи ♣ says:
think i stay for too long le eh .# -Rach :/ says:
ended up when ppl are alr in the future, uu still tinng lu in the past
# -Rach :/ says:
lost touch in reality lerhs
# -Rach :/ says:
dong marhs?
- sнιєи ♣ says:
dong :/
# -Rach :/ says:
ok, tt's gd
# -Rach :/ says:
i noe i cant understand u, but i will try to help uu kkayss
Attached to my sexy 唐定杰.
