CONFUSED, FUCKED UP LIFE .

jes talked t me , she advise me on alot of stuffs .
jeff also tell me parents only gt 1 , must tahan .
parents de stuff can only tolerate , i have no choice .
told jes alot of things dat i kept in my heart for super long .
din tell anyone , kip it till jes asked me then i tell her .
then she gib me one very stupid sentence , which makes sense .
If your mind can conceive it, and your heart can believe it, then you can achieve it.
for me is , even if my mind can conceive it, but my heart cant believe it .
dat sentence kept me thinking th whole day .

at night junjie come talk t me .
tks lohs , i know eu also very sad but still come comfort me .
thou im up t no use , but can tell me de lahs .
i can advise eu , but whn comes t me , im also helpless .
he ask me whys humans so cruel , lyk i know how t answer lyk dat .
if i can answer this qn , i can answer all th qn stuck in my heart lerhs .
hais , life is lyk dat , just too sucks lerhs , fucked up life .

i now machiam forcing myself t deny & put down everything .
its lyk , my mind tell me t put down but my heart lyk duwan t put down .
i rly dno wht i doing now .