hellos .
overslpt agnn , chiong go prepare .
prepare finish , saw viv & zhengan msg .
zhengan say mit at interchg , viv say mit me at busstop .
told both of dem i will b late :/
rush go interchg mit w zhengan , tk bus tgt .
alight at busstop , cross road wait awhile viv jiu come lerhs .
den walk t skl tgt .
th whole day suffering w cough, sorethroat & flu .
had chem , geog & mt lesson .
mt lesson , liu lao shi nbr fail t come kp me every chin lesson .
qiuhua talk t me so i turn around liu kip call my name .
liu talk t me , i go look at junjie , cuz junjie say everytime cher call me he gt turn & look .
i look at junjie , junjie look at me , we at there smile smile =="
rossa & encheng turn around talk t me , she come see i gt do work not .
den gt poa & english lesson aft dat jiu aft skl lerhhhs .
whn we gg t go off lerhs , suddenly minex sneeze .
den i ask her is it i pass my flu t her , she say yeahs .
jialat , i ownself flu she sit bside me whole day she kanna flu liaos .
slack in skl w jialin , jean , minex & matt .
den jialin higher mt cancel , jean gg play bball .
so we intend go tk bus , on th way saw zhengan & chiehua .
remind zhengan tml dont late , den kip play stare w chiehua .
took bus , jialin pei me go home chg clothes den tk bus go 888 dere .
almost get lost , went t 835 mit jean , jj & kenneth .
saw kenneth charbor , jialin , jean & me all say kenneth charbor very chio .
played bball for less than 1/2 hrs jiu sit at side .
sms w rach & lucas , den called jon see if he wanna come .
i sit there awhile niahs , tio 8 mosquito bites .
den i bth i walk out of court , go sit outside de bench w jj .
aft dat jialin & jean come out , we go 883 buy bubble tea drink .
den slowly scroll t busstop & home .
darling , laogong .
dont cuz of some negative factor & dont open eur heart .
if eu can open up eur heart , everything might b different .
all dat matters its eur heart , try t open it & gib it a try .
both of eu have gud chance ahead , dont let ur mind control eur heart .
eu will nbr know if eu dont even gib it a try .
chances aren't there nth , if eu dont grab it & it might just b gone .
i duwan see eu live in regrets , i know eu guys too well lerhs , i guess :/
but anw , i'll b there 24/7 for eu , anything can sms/call me .
i can b a very gud consultant , i suppose :/
9 plus , i morning call viv , lucas , junxian & rach .
10 plus taking bus t cuzway pt .
receive jeff sms , ask me is it at chc lerhs arhs . =="
reach cuzway pt then go toilet find viv & rach .
aft dat walk t qihuang there , den weihao came .
lucas & junxian was th latest t reach .
we all say hao wear black skinny w black/white shirt .
only qh wear white skinny & lucas wear blue shirt . lols .
take mrt t boonlay , on th way ,
talk w jeff on fone , lijuan sms me , aloy also call me .
reach boonlay , tk 242 t chc .
reach chc alr late lerhs , we go buy drink & go in auditorium .
halfway , rach , me , lucas & jx walk off .
we go buy drink , slack awhile go toilet & go back auditorium .
but we cant go back more front de seats we sit at bhind there .
idk whys but rly bth wanna slp , lucas bcome my pillow .
i slp on his shoulder , then he kip wake me up .
got sms wake me up , den ppl clap i wake up .
aft dat finally finish , we walk down t mit viv .
den stand there , talk w their cell group member then 3 plus went off .
we went off first , weihao & viv still gt church things .
mit jeff outside chc .
pass him lijuan de contact lens box & zy lighter .
he talking t zy then he pass me fone i go yoyo w zy , lols .
den we walk t busstop tgt , talk w jeff awhile .
lucas bcome my pillow agn , i lean on him whn sitting on bench .
aft dat tk bus t jp while jeff go mit zy .
actually lucas & me duwan go jp de .
but we still go , find things eat & qh wanna buy things .
at wallet shop there , receive zy msg i chuatio =="
went t kopitiam eat , me , rach , jx & lucas .
all 4 of us eat hokkien mee , qh eat chaoguotiao .
we all gib all th prawns t lucas & jx t eat .
den we kip do funny things , laugh lyk siao .
we wanna walk out of jp lerhs .
rach tell me see got one guy wear half skinny , i turn & see .
i thot i saw him , backview, sideview & th way he walk .
den he come out , i nbr see clearly thot not him .
jx suddenly say wahhs where gt so heng de , i see agn rly is him .
i chuatio & faster walk away , jes tell rach t pull me away de but her msg too late liaos .
we all walk t nearby blk t slack , pass lucas my fone .
sit at playground , rach , jx & qh walk away left me & lucas .
we finish den we go find dem , sit under voiddeck , listen techno & chat .
aft dat , rach say want go liaos den go bck jp , he pass me bck fone .
den we walk t boonlay mrt jiu go lerhs .
tk mrt t je , den reach there i bth lerhs , lucky gt rach .
she lent me shoulder , help me cover , say lame stuff .
rach see me lyk dat , i see her lyk also want cry lyk dat .
tks lu & rach for eur concern , jx lent me fone listen techno .
th whole way bck i rly fcuking no mood , reach home at 7 plus .
den talk w jeff , he make me laugh , ltr calling lucas talk .
hellos .
morning go shop , aftnn go home .
at home for th whole day , so sians .
have conf w rach & viv .
spam finish my old number de lui , finally . x.x
sms ppl my new number in th night .
ppl sent me new number msg , i dont reply de .
i din expect replies but i received .
i actually sms w my pri skl fren which we din contact .
lyk afiq , weiliang & ruijian .
tml im finally not rotting at home :D
shud b quite interesting for tml bahs .
this morning if lj din sms i think i no nid go skl liaos .
i turn off alarm cont slp till hear vibration .
then i wake up , know i overslpt lerhs .
so i faster rush , receive ah viv msg say got mit me .
i din mit dao zhengan tday he overslpt .
mit w ah viv then ah huang also waiting , lols .
walked t skl tgt .
had morning run , run w ah viv , ah lin , peilin , mich dey all .
ppl nid run 2 rounds , we walk one round :D
during chinese klass , me , minex , rosa & encheng talk .
din know gt so buayba de bytch siol , ppl gt stead liaos still lyk dat .
recess went t chg , check hp saw peilin sms , makes me chuatio .
i faster reply her msg , but she boh reply .
recess finish go bck klass , i kip reading her msg over & over , i show t minex .
minex see also chuatio , i sent her one more msg .
finally she reply , lucky , scare me sia .
one of th lesson , i check my hp saw missed call from jason .
sms him why call me he ask nth , bo liaos sia him .
aft skl , kinda fucked up by alot of things .
then aft dat btr lerhs , smth happen den i rly chuatio .
have dance foto taking , aft dat ,
wait ah lin & ah viv for their sc fototaking .
wait in canteen w ah min , kip seeing jason walk past .
i walk whr also see him sia , go buy things see him agn , i stare at him .
then he say i fierce , so many free time walk around =="
just in time , whn i feel miserable , jeff sms me then i told him .
he come debate w him , dat si kam gong one .
left skl w ah lin , ah min & ah viv .
sit at playground near by , slack & slp .
aft dat , me , ah lin & ah min tk bus t cuzway pt .
pei ah min go buy her books , den i home first .
sorry dat i disappoint eu , rly sorry .
i know eu din expect this from me , yet i am lyk dat .
i also know eu very upset over me , yet i can do nth .
im rly sorry .
hellos .
from last night till morning wake up .
i & mingyong cont sms , no stop dao , jitao pro .
managed t mit zhengan this morning .
took bus w him , told him we shud see dao junhong board this bus .
then aft dat , junhong rly board tt bus .
junhong see me & zhengan he machiam chuatio .
then we walked t skl tgt , gib him th dnt apron .
sit in hall for so damn long , waste time .
go back klass for poa , mt & eng .
then jiu assmbly lerhs .
aft dat , eat in skl w jialin , viv & jean .
then viv , rach nd me go crescent mit those guys .
walk t crescent mit weihao , junxian & qihuang .
starting dey say duwan go , then we kip force junxian go .
then i tell junxian , if eu go i gib eu disiao me he str8 say okayys go .
so realistic sia him , only know want disiao me .
we walk t admiralty mrt , took mrt t bishan , j8 .
go there walk & walk niahs , say alot of craps .
we go in rsh , ppl go see things we sit there talk , disturb ppl do business .
then walk around , play play , see see .
got make design de balloon , darling go tk one heart de .
then we kip playing w dat balloon , lols .
slowly go tk train go bck , make alot of stupid jokes .
fun fun , all having conversation tgt , do all those stupid stuff .
now still sms-ing w mingyong .
too much t catch up lerhs , lols .
tml morning run , sians =="
ciaos .
received jeffrey kor msg in th morning chuatio xP
morning at interchg dno want wait for zhengan not .
but he boh sms me , i jiu no wait for him lerhs .
went off t skl first .
went t hall t put bag then go find peilin talk .
aft dat , go back t own klass sit .
first period sit at hall read , so damn boring wanna slp liaos .
aft awhile jiu go bck klass lerhs .
recess , zhengan tell me he late .
late me by 5 mins , if he sms me i jiu wait liaos .
girlfren pei me eat sandwich
&i pei darling go chg t uni jiu finish recess lerhs .
at klass , slp till very song .
qiuhua come hit my chair say mdm mala come lerhs .
when i stand up machiam i gg t faint lerhs , super tired .
then eng , chem & emaths , geog , skl end .
sit at canteen with lj .
then darling come find me say sms me , but i no reply , nbr go check hp .
darling pei me wait for jialin & vivian .
while waiting we chat chat , charles come kachao .
charles kip say me nnb , i kip say him ljb .
then ask charles & junjie help me & darling buy things .
machiam want dem die lyk dat , darling jiu shoot junjie .
darling say eu this glg how t b de , lols .
aft dat , jialin & viv lai lerhs .
we sit awhile slack then jiu home .
just now junjie talk t me machiam very guilty lyk dat .
say wht he this glg not gud , lols .
alr got my new line lerhs , now wait for my this line money finish .
tml gg t junction 8 w girlfren , pei her go chg things .
then chip in buy present for dat duapai de .
kip reminding me his bday on this fri , told him i gt stm .
he say he will remind me till i rmb his bday on fri , pro uh =="
&ciaos -
2nd day of skl .
early morning sms w jeff while on th way t skl .
in interchange sms finish look up make me chuatio .
saw zhengan walking towards me , then stand bside me .
we chat awhile , din know so much things happen t him .
we took bus & walked t skl tgt , say end of yr go find job tgt .
aft reach parade sq , i go my klass , he go his klass .
in klass , sms w zhengan , jes , viv & jes .
during lessons , aloy kip walk t my table there kachao me .
use paper whack my face , then everytime he come kanna beat by me .
geog lesson , i use hp then ms mas call me pay attention, make me chuatio :/
i sleepy so slp in her klass , suddenly books drop on my table i chuatio agn .
i wake up see ms mas infront of me , ask me gibout bks .
say i slping , stand up gib out books kip me awake ._.
so many ppl slping , only encheng & i kanna call t gib out books .
aft geog is chin klass , i thot can cont slp de .
then i cont slping , ms liu kip calling me wake up .
i bo bian cant slp , turn around talk w dolly dey all bout piercing & tatooing .
liu ask us stop talking , then encheng turn bhind talk t me .
then i kip laughing , then kanna shoot by ms liu .
i bth lerhs , say go toilet slowly stroll around wait till last 10 mins then go bck .
aft skl , sit in canteen wait for jialin & rach .
then while waiting , zhengan & junhong walked t me .
junhong ask me whr aloy , zhengan ask me wht time i go skl de .
then rach , jialin & jean jiu come lerhs , we eat lunch tgt then left skl .
sit at roadside wait then walk t busstop & board bus mit jes .
went t cuzway pt popular buy things then go my hse there .
dey wait at playground , i go up bath & chg clothes .
i wear white shirt & red skinnies down , dey kip say i sg flag =="
we slack at playground awhile , then decided go cuzway pt .
on th way there , we stand at shelter awhile cuz jes & me seh till jialat .
i last touch on last thurs , then my box jiu empty lerhs .
got bangala & wss de ppl kip looking at us .
lucky jes & i wear home clothes , while in shelter jialin & rach kip say me .
dey say i wear red skinnies & blahhhhh then say i lyk ah lian but im not .
reach cuzway pt , we go minitoons buy swit then walk go buy drinks .
slowly walk out of cuzway pt then walk t bus interchg , then jes pass me 3 .
my box finally not empy lerhs . took bus w jialin .
in bus , i told jialin dont b lyk me in s1 lyk dat .
cuz alot of things , in klass nbr listen , cant study , dont do hwk .
but now slowly , im walking out of it lerhs .
jialin say aft june holi i btr lerhs , wont emo so much lerhs :D
&ciaos .
hellos .
early morning receive junjie msg while gg t skl .
early morning , mok nag & nag for 1 plus t 2 period
plus spot checks =="
during pe , take height & weight, i grown taller , by 1 cm ._.
btr than nbr grow .
have recess w dem .
then cont w boring poa & emaths klass .
aft skl , went t hall t wait for lj & jean .
i stand at corridor there , then jx wanna go in must walk in front of me .
i go trip him & he rly nearly jiu fall down lerhs .
i chuatio sia see him gonna fall , then aft dat walk off .
then i see him w weiliang , i trip him agn but not succesful .
aft skl , went t ap kfc w rach , jialin & jean .
actually junjie jio me go eat lunch w him , kenneth & kenneth gf .
but i say cannot ps jialin dey all , so sry :/
then eat finish jiu home lerh , jes call me .
ask me go find her , but i reachin home lazy go out lerhs .
rach findin jes tml , feel lyk pon cca go find her .
but jialin duwan pon , idk how :/
conversation w jx .
` jυn xιαn , says:
zzz idiot wna trip me twice
` s н ι є и says:
:x
` s н ι є и says:
eu only fall for th first one :/
` jυn xιαn , says:
u lar
` s н ι є и says:
hmmm ? o.o
` s н ι є и says:
i rly chua tio when i see eu gg t fall , i thot eu wont kanna trip sia .
` jυn xιαn , says:
-.-
` s н ι є и says:
~.~ paiseh :x
` jυn xιαn , says:
i tdy
` jυn xιαn , says:
kena trip thrice
` s н ι є и says:
who trip eu also ?
` jυn xιαn , says:
weiliang -.-
` jυn xιαn , says:
the chaotah guy
everyday leading meaninless life .
suppose t mit qiuhua at 2 at cuzway pt .
i start preparing at 1.50 lyk dat nd reach there at 2.10 .
as usual , im alw th one who late .
mit dao lerhs , jiu go buy comb ,
i lost dno how many comb lerhs .
i go pierce my 6th hole at the blues .
th girl who help me pierce very rocks sia .
she pierce liaos then qiuhua ask her wont pierce dao veins mehs .
then she machiam forget she help me pierce liaos .
she press & point at my ear while explaining , my whole ear red liaos she still dno .
aft dat she know lerhs , kip say sry , i at there smile smile .
aft dat , went t th pasar malam .
jalan jalan awhile , walk bck cuzway pt mac .
go buy icecream , then walk back t pasar malam agn .
walk awhile , buy food jiu go my hse lerhs .
reach my hse , slack till jasmine come my hse .
then we do stuffs , ask qiuhua help me tk out piercing de stud .
qiuhua pro at helping ppl tk out piercing de studs .
she help me take out then put in earstick .
aft dat , dey jiu go home lerhs .
got english hwk answer from jasmine .
see if ltr got time then copy .
no time tml then copy .
sorry zheng ah min .
i disappoint eu , i said got anythin will tell eu .
but i din , i just kept having th feeling of troubling ppl .
which i dun lyk , so i duwan trouble anyone , im sry .
&ciaos .
CONFUSED, FUCKED UP LIFE .
jes talked t me , she advise me on alot of stuffs .
jeff also tell me parents only gt 1 , must tahan .
parents de stuff can only tolerate , i have no choice .
told jes alot of things dat i kept in my heart for super long .
din tell anyone , kip it till jes asked me then i tell her .
then she gib me one very stupid sentence , which makes sense .
If your mind can conceive it, and your heart can believe it, then you can achieve it.
for me is , even if my mind can conceive it, but my heart cant believe it .
dat sentence kept me thinking th whole day .
at night junjie come talk t me .
tks lohs , i know eu also very sad but still come comfort me .
thou im up t no use , but can tell me de lahs .
i can advise eu , but whn comes t me , im also helpless .
he ask me whys humans so cruel , lyk i know how t answer lyk dat .
if i can answer this qn , i can answer all th qn stuck in my heart lerhs .
hais , life is lyk dat , just too sucks lerhs , fucked up life .
i now machiam forcing myself t deny & put down everything .
its lyk , my mind tell me t put down but my heart lyk duwan t put down .
i rly dno wht i doing now .
hellos .
aftnn go lakeside find qiwia .
pass her money & wait for jeff .
wait damn long for jeff t come .
jeff & zy reach lakeside , jeff pass money t qiwia .
me , jeff & zy jiu go slack at random blocks .
dey do all sialan stuffs & at there joke .
dey show me the game nxt worlds , jeff kip ask me try .
dey do alot of stupid things make me laugh .
jeff machiam tiao dang , discoing .
zy dno doing wht , fall on floor , head land at jeff slipper .
then he wake up , say whys got slipper de smell , make us laugh .
went downstairs walk t mama shop buy drinks , someone got ginna bin :x
we from lakeside walk dao booklay , at shelter slack agn .
i at shelter watch tom&jerry from jeff fone .
then aft dat , zy left first , left me & jeff .
tk bus t imm , on the bus also watch tom&jerry .
everytime walk w jeff , he alw bring me walk wrong way .
want walk t imm bcome walk t je mrt , dno wht he doing :x
at imm , i go find qin dar , he go buy drink .
qin dar say i chg alot , then say i bcome darker .
her manager come out scare she kanna scolding jiu go off first .
then slack outside imm , jeff so suagu , 2nd time touch a cat =="
th cat lyk me more than him , he at there yaya cat lyk him .
then he sent me dao je mrt bfore he go tk bus .
on th way there , he tk away 2 from me , now i left 1 last one niahs .
& i reach home earlier than him =="
ciaos .
last night , ii went into dagonms .
maple w jes , lucas , denz , jx then aft dat , viv log in .
denz & jx wan me buy their nx item , say gib me try first ,
ii kip duwan , jes say ' ys jitao reject, try also duwan . '
then aft dat we at aqua rd , jes ask me whys so quiet .
late night sudden moodswing till very jialat .
jeff happen t sms me , then i jiu happen t suan him .
he know i moody , reach home jiu call me .
starting talk i very moody , then he kip say stupid stuff wanna mk me laugh .
we talk alot of stories then say bout we very lou kui de stuffs .
ytd night then realise gokusen got season II & III , ii so kiam gong .
he say he tell me before , but i dun understand wht he talking . lols .
we talked dao 12plus jiu hang lerhs , sent same bday msg t inu .
then went t bed sms w inu awhile jiu slp lerhs .
morning went t shop till aftnn .
then at home watch gokusen II .
miting qi t pass her money tml , still havent cnfm time w her x.X
&ciaos-
hellos .
wake up in th morning saw jeff msg .
say morning call him at 9 , dno whys he dont set alarm de .
when i reach shop , i spam call him till he wake up .
stayed at shop till aftnn jiu home liaos .
recently watching alot of jap drama .
watch finish hana kimi , gokusen , hana yori dango I & II .
now watch naruto :x too bored at home .
at 5 , wanna slp jiu off comp go slp .
at 6 , encheng sms wake me up .
recently he kip telling me his poa dno how t do .
then say want tk file from me , den i say okays lohs .
he at 5.45 sms me i thot he want tk file liaos sia ,
then i nbr go bck slp , but he drag dao 7 plus then come .
make me cannot have my precious slp D:
i went down find him , he sms ask me isit near 114 .
then i thot he at 114 i walk t 114 , he sms me say he 113 lift liaos .
mk me walk back , then he at the lift there waiting .
lucky he got say tq arbo i whack him liaos .
think my eyes degree deeper liaos , nbr wear specs or contact lens .
last time only abit blur niahs , now very blur , dno is it bcuz in th night .
& he seems t grow taller agn x.X
waiting for jes reply see whether wed can pei me go not .
then can cnfm w qi can mit her pass her money not ,
then can cnfm w jeff the time .
so , jes so dua pai :x
&ciaos -
hellos .
tday morning went t shop till aftnn .
reach home go bath , bath come out my hp ring .
then i saw jes sms & miss call, so i call back .
she ask me want go fish prawns not .
then we have conversation in msn , me , jes , lucas , jx & denz .
we wait dem pompom all those finish jiu leave home lerhs .
dey make me prepare last min =="
then just nice my laobu going go out lerhs ,
i ask her tompang me go admiralty mrt .
i reach admiralty jiu saw lucas , denz & jx , then i walked t dem .
stand there awhile jes jiu reach lerhs .
then jx go dapao mac , we jiu go mrt lerhs .
we tk mrt nd alight at khatib .
walked t khatib de bottle tree restuarant .
we rent 2 rods & go prawn-ing lerhs .
starting i let 3 prawns escape , then i first t prawn dao .
2nd is lucas , denz kip taking th rod but din prawn dao .
we all kip disiao him say he not sexy enuff , prawn duwan him .
aft dat , got a regular customer de uncle come teach us .
then evening time , th one who prawn th most is denz .
so , we all kip say him only sexy in the night .
we also say nxt time go fishing tgt :D
aft dat , we caught 10 plus prawns in 3 hrs .
we kiping th rods , then i kiam gong dno th hook there .
the hook poke into my finger & bleed, then go wash my finger .
i stand in front of the basin , th uncle using stay stick poke through th prawns .
when he poke , all the water splash at me , 3 times in a row ._.
then we go bbq there & while waiting i kip kanna shoot by lucas & denz .
denz shoot th most , i diamdiam niahs , i duwan shoot bck ltr he cry :x
denz cont lyk dat shoot girls hor , any girls wanna jio him also run away .
while talking , the uncle finish bbq th prawns , we go sit at nearby bench .
i first time pluck prawns & eat cuz i dun eat de .
while eating we see ppl play pool , then we also wanna play .
we eat finish jiu go play pool , jes duwan play .
so , me , lucas , denz & jx play .
while playing , we suddenly smell dao zoo animal de dabian .
i & denz look at ea otr & say ea otr dabian .
i kip disiao him dao he miss , he also kip disiao me mk me laugh .
lucas asked me whys i suddenly lyk sian diao .
lucas ask me is it he sms me mk me sian diao , i tell him no lahs .
if he sms me i'll chuatio instead , nd it rarely happens .
we played 3 rounds of pool , 1st & 2nd round , lucas & me win .
3rd round idk who win lerhs .
around 8 plus , we jiu walked t khatib mrt .
we say nxt time free come here play pool .
then we take mrt home .
i'll post some candid shots :D
lobster fished by lucas , machiam walking lyk dat .
candid shot of lucas , jes & i agree this pic he very cute .
jx & denz , another candid shot .
denz w his very first prawn .
denz & lucas , candid shot .
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bbqing our prawns :D
gluey<33 tagged me t do this .
Q1: Do u like ur present school?
- of course , no .
Q2: What do u wan e most now?
- is there smth i can want for ?
Q3: Who is the the closest person to u in school?
- dem lohs .
Q4: Do u love ur friends?
- lyk duh , of course lahs .
Q5: Are u afraid of death?
- nope , all will die de wht .
Q6: What ur goal for this year?
- can promote t sec 4e i can go baibai liaos .
Q7: Who would u probably spent the rest of ur life with?
- machiam i will say lyk dat .
Q8: What do u think is the most important thing in ur life?
- machiam i will say lyk dat .
Q9: Do u find life meaningless?
- of course .
Q10: What do u live for?
- i live for nth .
Q11: Who do u talk most to in school?
- depends lohs .
Q12: What are u listen to now?
- keaix33s profile song , love paradise .
Q13: What are u looking at?
- comp screen lahs , duhs !
Tag 8 ppls .
anyone lohs .
hellos .
went t shop in th morning .
went home in th aftnn .
watched gokusen intro by inu .
finally th private server maple can register lerhs .
then stop watching gokusen & went in dagonms t play .
played w jes , jx , denz , jeff & lucas .
one day i jiu 13x lerhs , now log out cuz tired liaos .
then time t time , called jes & talk on fone .
hais , i talk t jes alot , she been thru it before .
so she understands eh , life sucks lahs , speechless .
hais , ciaos .
hellos .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TEO EN CHENG AH DI !12 plus , encheng ah di come talk t me .
i see his date , got ahem liaos sehhh .
then he say i nbr wish him , i gonggong .
run t go find my handbk see , then know is his bday .
did wish him happy bday , ask him got any bday wish .
he come suan me say , i wish my ah jie will gor taller . wtf ! D:
went t shop in th morning .
then aftnoon, went t imm w laobu , lingyi .
wanted t jio wenqi out de , but she got camp .
bought 1 tee , studs & hershey cookie & cream :x
homed at 4 plus , din managed t mit xiaoqin dardar .
i on th way home , she on th way go there .
gahhhs , nxt time must mit .
&ciaos-
cont w ytd post .
while waiting for laobu t slp , jeff called me t talk .
we talk dao i almost cry , he lyk alr expected me t cry .
he tell me want cry jiu cry , then i diam diam .
then he say who say girl or guy cant cry de , i say me .
then rach called my hp , tell me she reach my voiddeck there lerhs .
ask me call her t chat , so i hang off jeff fone & call her .
told her now i very sad , i feel lyk chionging down t mit dem .
jeff in msn ask me nid him come find me not , b my punching bag .
cab down from jurongwest , wului also no nid waste lyk dat .
told him , he pei me sms jiu can lerhs .
he bu kui my baobei kor , so liao jie me .
i want cry , he know . i xim very luan , he also know . =="
then at 1am , went t chg clothes & sneak out .
mit jes , rach & lucas at th playfround near my block .
super paiseh sia , jes & lucas sit at there wait me for gg t 4 hrs .
rach reach there wait me for almost 1 hrs plus , paiseh arhs .
at playground slack awhile , told dem wht happen .
then i tell dem , lucas ask me why i so stupid , idk but i agree .
dey ask me dont go think liaos , try t cheer me up .
aft mit dem feel much btr lerhs .
jes , lucas & me physco rach dao she bth , we success :x
i ytd b supergirl , only eat breakfast .
lunch & dinner at outside so i skip , kanna scolded :/
then lucas & me hungry , so we walk t cuzway pt & t civic centre mac .
we walk dao there , th mac not 24 hrs de .
so we sit there awhile then wanna go admiralty lerhs .
we cross road de time , saw police car , we all nbr zhao all dont care .
then police car drive infront of us , police come down .
tk our ezlink & ic copy , then th police at there sialan sia .
then i sms jeff tell him song boh tio first warning liaos .
then from cwp , we walk dao jes hse there .
super far sia , leg wanna break liaos , both kneecap pain .
kip seeing cockroaches , rats & cats , so disgustin .
walk dao jes hse , she went up first .
rach , lucas & me slack at playground .
then jes came down , smth happen but think duwan say out btr .
so jes went bck home , we walk t admiralty mrt .
on th way there , rach hold my hands , she see cockroach she jump .
she jump , she mk me chuatio , she see taxi thot police car .
mk me chuatio once more , i duwan so suay 1 night tio 2 times .
then she tell me story , she say lucas is a gud guy .
no matter how tired or far , lucas will sent ppl home then he go home himself .
dat's him , this oct jiu know him gg t 1 yr lerhs .
reach admiralty mrt , i lazy walk , tired & duwan walk bus t operate lerhs .
so i cab home , lucas say want sent me , then tell him sent rach jiu can lerhs .
reach home at 3 plus gg t 4 lerhs .
wash up jiu go lie on bed liaos .
i tired dao almost nbr take out contact lens jiu slp lerhs , lols .
lie on bed while sms jeff for half an hr jiu go slp lerhs .
glad dat i know actually & tks t dem for cheering me up .
managed t slp for 4 hrs niahs .
went t shop , suppose t mit jialin ltr de .
but i din go cuz i wanted t slp .
almost forget t post, my mentos box upgrade t XXL liaos ;D
at around 5 plus , i finally fall aslp then my hp rang .
then i walk t table see my hp , jialin call me .
jialin & rach say want come my hse , i tell dem i slping .
dey say dont slp lerhs , my slping time gone agn .
aft 10 mins plus, rach & jialin come up my hse .
cuz jeff & i msning , dey read dao jeff ask if dey come my hse le .
then jialin & rach use my msn talk w jeff , so i talk t jeff on fone .
say i stubborn duwan study , then use bk smack my face .
say i noisy lyk small girl lyk dat , i bad girl somemore =="
dey 2 wanna go liaos , so dua pai still want me sent dem down ._.
i lazy duwan go down, kanna drag down by dem .
still nid pei jialin wait for bus then can go , lols .
&ciaos -
hellos .
went t shop at 8 plus .
managed t buy red skinny .
then homed at 12 plus .
go home bath & wait for jes call .
went out at 2 plus .
jes call jiu tell me under my block liaos .
then aft chg & rush down mit her .
her parents drive me & her t admiralty mrt .
mit rach at passenger service there .
then go mac sit while wait for jasmine .
pass her my file&wb, so no nid go skl pass up .
then we walked t jes hse .
she go chg & we took bus t cwp .
saw chonglin on bus, almost cant recognize him lerhs .
then i kip looking at him thinking he seems familiar .
then he tell me , he's aaron fren , then i ask chonglin right .
aft dat , rach nidda buy pen & i go buy my comb & clip .
then , rach nidda go home by 5 .
so , we slack under rach block , see her didi play .
her didi super cute lohs, till 6 lyk dat dey go home .
jes & me walked t admiralty .
mit lucas at th junction .
actually intend t eat dinner tgt .
but all of us not hungry, go 7-11 buy drink jiu go t circle green .
slack at circle green, sit at playground .
aft dat, 8 plus, pei jes go home, then went out agn .
on th way home, dk whys all moodless liaos .
lucas & jes sent me home , now dey under my block .
just now call dem, lucas hungry then dey go eat at kopitiam first .
wait laobu slp then ltr go out w dem agn .
faster slp, wo qin ai de laobu ._.
&ciaos-
hate is easy; love takes courage .
guess I don't have th courage anymore .
I'm tired of everything luhs , as I have told Jes & Jeff .
I'm very tired of hiding my feelings , lying t myself .
everyone assume I forget alr , just by seeing me putting up a smile .
no one knows how hard is it t put up a smile , faking a smile .
I hate myself for being lyk dat . drifting away from jialin & viv bahhs, idk whys .
peilin know abit but she got her own problems also .
sometimes dont dare t tell lucas,
cause he will scold me for being so foolish .
thou he said he will b there 24/7 for me .
sometimes also dont dare tell jeff .
he understands me, but dno how t gib advise .
think sometimes he also dno wht t reply me .
rach is gud listening ear, but think hard t understand me .
tq for trying t understand me, i know it's hard :l
now only close w jes & tell her everything .
rach&me de conversation .# -Rach :/ says:
i noe life suks nowadays
# -Rach :/ says:
so was mine.
# -Rach :/ says:
but we still have to walk down to the future isnt it?
- sнιєи ♣ says:
yeahhs , hais .
# -Rach :/ says:
so dont think of the past
# -Rach :/ says:
it is good to think of the past, but not stay in the past for too long/
- sнιєи ♣ says:
think i stay for too long le eh .# -Rach :/ says:
ended up when ppl are alr in the future, uu still tinng lu in the past
# -Rach :/ says:
lost touch in reality lerhs
# -Rach :/ says:
dong marhs?
- sнιєи ♣ says:
dong :/
# -Rach :/ says:
ok, tt's gd
# -Rach :/ says:
i noe i cant understand u, but i will try to help uu kkayss
hellos .
ahas , i repeat wht i say agn .
damn hell , im still awake =="
chattin w jeff on msn , damn him lahs .
badmouth me at his blog , si cockster .
pei yoo chat , still say i talk crap .
pei yoo chat dao not enuff slp , headache somemore .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TANXIAOQIN !dardarr , 15 le arhs , rmb cook crab for me t eat .
dont alw ps me , nt free mit me hor .
ily ;D alr msg her at 12am .
&ciaos-
hellos .
aft kup fone w jeff .
managed t slp for 3 hrs , jiu kanna call t wake up .
aft wakeup, i got headache plus both shoulder pain .
idk how i slp de , pro dao can get both shoulder pain .
went out t shop till aftnn .
reach home , headache till bth , go slp .
managed t catch another 3 hours of slp , headache btr luhs .
someone 7 more hrs jiu bday le .
going 15 le horrrr , dardar ? :D
old by one year le ehs , still alw lyk dat .
ps me , so busy dao not free mit me , heart broken lahs .
yoo read dao this btr fan xing arhs D:
&ciaos :D
hellos .
damn hell, im still awake .
cant slp & duwan slp .
now on th fone w jefferson kor .
just listen t him sing just now , he forcing me t sing , gahhhs :/
my mouth is made of golden cannot sing , he threathen me T_T
pei him chat from 1.56 till 3.30 am ._.
had a long chat w peilin just now .
we're still alike , i have alr step th wrong step le .
hope she wont follow my path , i promise will go out yoo .
i sure will go out w yoo de , dont worry .
think i left 2-3 hrs t slp niahs .
hahs , ciao ~
hellos .
last night cant slp , idk wht's wrong w me .
machiam got big rock in my heart lyk dat . :/
smsed jeff si cockster , boh reply , he say no see fone ._.
then i smsed lucas , so he pei-ed me sms awhile .
tday morning went t shop till aftnn jiu home .
at home watch one piece & i watched finish lerhs .
any anime t intro ? arbo real sians jiu log in maple ._.
going t mit jeslyn aiai & lucas this sunday .
laopei go china lerhs , happy siol .
want ton jiu call me before i slp arbo i jiu pig dao morning lerhs .
&ciaos -
hellos .
went t shop from 9am - 5pm .
lucky got ahtan pei me all th way .
pei me chat, entertain me, arbo im gonna die of boredom .
talked about our past, remind me of those sad stuffs .
but he told me funny things in his past made me laugh .
LEE JUN-KI, 李俊基 ♥
gahhhs, so in love w him :/
he's the guy who's prettier than the girls .
so hot, omfg .
hellos .
went t help out at laobu shop in th morning .
aftnn, pei laobu go suntec gaigai .
then 7 plus reach home , online .
my pm so rocks, jeff & ahboonjx also agree .
the best part in be
lieve is
lie , its so true uh .
then ahboon tell me one , stressed is desserts spelled backwards .
gahhhs , din maple tday uh , been onepieceing .
now alr at epi 334 le , aft watching finish onepiece find new anime watch .
chatted w chong laogong just now .
jiayous for nxt week arhs , yoo can do it de , gud luck .
gahhs, who can help me :/
can someone scold me till i wake up from all this shyt .
hais , jes & i same boat , mk us till lyk dat , zzz .
so rocks lahs hor, life _l_
hellos .
help my mom in th moring .
aftnoon go home watch onepiece till 5 plus .
lucas talked t me from msn t sms t maple pm .
lucas had a super bad moodswing, then i kip pei him chat .
logged in maple at 6 plus .
went t mp3 map, earn lui & pm lucas at th same time .
lucas came t pei me while i earn lui, happen t know dat guy was jw .
we joke quite alot, his mood is btr luhs .
he asked me go out ton tonight, told him wait few more days laopei go china .
then i sneak out ton w him, hopefully sneak succesfully :D
received jeslyn aiai msg just now, happy for her .
told her, for me, i alr no hope lerhs, xim die le, dun care le .
i told jeff & lucas th same sentence tday .
' yoo think everyone lyk me got so gud de attitude arhs ? '
then both of dem gib almost same reaction =="
i told jeff i got guai kia bin, he also pui ._.
gahhhs, now thinking for dawen farewell outing :/
&ciaos -
hellos .
fri, was watching one piece for th whole afternoon .
din wanna go anywhere, till laobu nagged me go coursin chalet .
i boh bian must go, waited for ahlong t finish work around 5 pm .
then cabbed downt pasirris & meet dem outside www .
went t walk around w th rest & nth t walk went bck t chalet .
allison reach ltr than me :x
chatted & chua dai di w weiqi, ahming & ahchien .
aft dat, jiu start bbq luhs .
then we eat full lerhs, go in watch 9pm show last ep .
dey called me t stay & overnight till tml, then i jiu stay .
then cont play all sort of games till 2am, then some left .
i slept w allison & wenqi, lucky i din kicked any of dem, or dey kicked me .
dey woke me up at 7, i went t check my fone .
got 10 spam sms from lucas&jes, dey smsed same msg, say 'pig wakeup wakeup'
lucky i put hp on table, nbr put w me arbo wake me up lerhs .
go eat breakfast & cycling .
aft cycling, go checkout room & went t e!hub .
went t bowling & walk around e!hub .
then jiu go tampinese de ikea eat .
eat finish then he drive us t wenji hse at jurongwest .
aft reach wenji hse, i called jeff kor since he also live at jurongwest .
but 50+ blocks away, jiu nbm lohs .
ahming & ahchien overnight at wenji hse .
we stayed till 9 plus, before i left, lucas called me .
lucas asked me pei him go out ton last night, but i just go bck from chalet .
jiu ask him go find jes t ton, i wanna go home slp .
aunt ask me & allison t also ton there, but both of us nbr bring enuff clothes .
then say nxt time then go her hse ton, he drive us bck t woodlands & homed .
so miss my comp & my bed larhs .
nxt week, can go out w ohxiuxian hpy :D
can go out w kohmeijun keai :D
&ciaos-
Attached to my sexy 唐定杰.
lobster fished by lucas , machiam walking lyk dat .
candid shot of lucas , jes & i agree this pic he very cute .
jx & denz , another candid shot .
denz w his very first prawn .
denz & lucas , candid shot ..jpg)
bbqing our prawns :D
