hellos :/
i have been thinking for th whole day ,
i have alr lost dat person whichis impt t me & i trust th most .
now i cant b without jeslyn aiai, jialin laogong & jefferson kor .
they r th only 3 which can understands me & i trust th most .
maybe once bitten, twice shy, im afraid they will leave me :/

jialin laogong have been w me for 3 yrs alr .
she alw been there for me & understands me very well .
we nbr lack of topic t crap .
but i guess aft nxt yr, she goes into her ideal jc .
we'll drift apart as you will have ur own circle of frens .
hopefully, we wont drift apart eh :/

jeslyn aiai have been w me through th hardest time .
although we got close only starting of this yr .
probably cuz we're on th same boat .
we can understand ea otr very well .
it's been 2 weeks & 3 days since we last met .
i rly miss you, smsed you & no reply ):
aft this yr, you'll move on t higher nitec & have ur own circle of frens .
we'll slowly drift aparts bah . :/

jefferson kor have been my kor for 5 yrs alr .
but only till last yr nov then started t b close cuz of DarkRoManCe .
tks for being my listening ear all these times .
we still kept th sending nite msg promise since nov till now .
you rly understands me too well le, maybe in th same boat also .
eg, ytd i kip talking crap w th rest, but he can see through me :/
&asked me wht im thinking, kinda chua tio eh =="
i thot noone would realise de, but he can see dat im in deep thots .
although i alw bully you, but can tk joke eh, kiam pa de .
but mayb cuz distance & u also have ur own circle of frens .
slowly might also drift away larr :/

they rly impt t me luhs .
scare they might just leave me, one day .
i'll rly b a goner by then .
without them, noone can rly understans me le .
guess ppl also find it hard t understand me bahhs .
you're my dearest aiai, laogong & kor .
just hope you wont leave me lyk how th person left me .

hopefully, june holidays DarkRoManCe would b back .
w jes, lucas, junxian, vivi, denzel, jeff & th rest .
now left lucas not coming back only :/
&ciaos .