There's no good story without romance.

2010-06-17T23:28:00.004+08:00

I'm back to update! :) Today, I've broke my perfect attendance because I want to spend more time with Baby on his birthday. :) Mummy said I'm crazy, skip school for more time to spend with baby. But, i know she understands me. :)

Baby woke up at 8 in the morning, while i woke up at noon, made him wait for 5 hours. :X Went over to his house to eat his jiejie's cooking. It's nice okays :) After that, headed over to Causeway Point to watch The Karate Kid. NAISE!

Actually planned to eat Sakae together, but both of us are not hungry. We went back to his house, he fall asleep while watching TV, left me and jiejie talking. And! Headed home. :)

Dearest baby, I can see that you're making the extra effort for me. Treating me super sweet, but it's suppose to be the other way. I'm really happy today eh. I hope you're happy too. :) Think that you're sleeping soundly now eh. Hahahah, iloveyou. :)

2010-06-17T02:27:00.004+08:00

I'm here to post for my dearest baby! Happy 17th birthday!

I met up with Baby after my school. He seems a little disappointed to me as he thought Tonglee & co. not going to celebrate with him. He thought that it will only be me, Binkiat korkor, Clar accompanying him for today. When we reached Crescent, almost everyone was there already. Hope he's happy that everyone made the effort to celebrate with him.

BBQ first, and cut cake. The guys smashed eggs at each other. Well, I can see that they had fun. :) After finish celebrating, we went back to his house to wash up. Waited to 12am with Baby, korkor, clar and sharon. I want to be the first person to wish him! And yeah, korkor let me to wish him first. :) Later on, went to Seejun's house and slacked. Now! I'm home. Waiting my hair to dry before I go to sleep. There's alot of photo taken, but it's in korkor's phone.

Meeting Baby tomorrow! So sweet of him to tell me, he want to spend his birthday with me only. See you tomorrow, my birthday boy. :)

2010-05-31T23:59:00.004+08:00

I'm back! Hahahah. Met Jeslyn and Weihao during lunch time. Weihao went back to work, while I followed Jeslyn to her house and played maple :O It's just a way of me passing time :) Met up with Weihao in the evening and headed over to MCC to sing! :)

Anyway, Jeslyn really amazed me by how well she actually know me. I asked her a question but, somehow I just pronounce it wrongly. She could answer my question straight away. The second incident is that, I merely said 3 words without any main point mentioned and stopped, she already knew what I'm going to say. It's like ... WOW. Okay. Now, photos! :)

I just found a random photo in my phone. It was taken in class when I was playing CS. I think Jasma was the one who took it, while playing with phone. Hahahah! CS is another game that I played to pass time in school :)

Okay, off to maple till I'm tired :) Nights peeps :)

2010-05-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

The time differences for the two photos is about one year.

I'd come back for blogging is because I wanted to post about my baby. It's our "first year" today. Many things happened within this one year. Got to know you, got together with you, broke up and patched back. But, what matters the most is that we made it till now. Perhaps it's because of everything that happened which made me know, who is the one i love, the one i want. It's you, my dear. I love you. :)

2010-05-27T23:16:00.006+08:00

I'm back to blogging! Hahahah. First time posting about W45R. I'll post 3 photos. It's the group for today's class, plus shelby. :)

2010-03-02T21:16:00.006+08:00

I'm back to update already. Nothing much to update, so recent photos will do. <:

2010-01-12T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm super tired max combo already. Work till I drop, nice one right. I've been counting down till the last day of work, 2 weeks exactly excluding off day. The people there are nice, it's all because of my laziness. ^^v

And for my O, not too bad. Eligible for some courses that I had in mind.

Things around me are constantly changing, I wonder would things be back one day. It's really sad that we stopped contacting each other, only on the day of O results being released, and you text me to concern if I managed to pass. I don't know how much I meant to you already. I tried telling you once about how important you meant to me. If you ever see this, which I don't think so, cause I rarely blog and you wouldn't come take a look that often already. And if you get to see this by chance or something, you definitely know the 'you' I'm referring to is you.

Lastly, baby please stay safe.

Bye 2009 and Hi 2010

2010-01-06T12:34:00.024+08:00

I'm back to blogger already. <: It's a new year ahead, hopefully things will go smoothly. 2009. It changed my whole life. Decided to leave the old clique, got back with some old friends, made new friends, met my dearest babyboy, joined new clique. Humans and things around does change, but at least photo doesn't.

Few photo of me taken last year at different period of the year.

My dearest boy, up and down, in the end, we're back together again. I don't want to lose you anymore. I love you. <:

These are the people who made a difference to my life. We may not be that close now. But I'll remember you guys. <:

Move on,

2009-08-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

I'll be updating onsugar instead of blogger. I'll be back when I'm bored of onsugar. Till then! <:

Read updates/comment me @ Stumbleuponlove.onsugar.com

Your love lifted me back on my feet,

2009-08-05T22:44:00.004+08:00

School plus sst till 4. Jialin and me headed to basketball court to watch our baby. After they are done, we met up with Jeslyn, Rachael and Jieliang at 786. Then, slacked at 765 with Jeslyn, Rachael, Loojing and her boy.

Didn't managed to webcam with Rachael because Jeslyn called me to meet her. So kind of me to rush out in less than 5 minutes to meet her at 9. Little did I know, she said, 'I didn't know you so steady, call you then you came out immediately.' Sad lah, I got so not steady ah? Slacked and poker, home at 10.

Finally, it's tomorrow and friday. For the whole week, I've been looking forward to early dismissal. Nice nice.

You would be the one to take this heart and hold it,

2009-08-04T21:51:00.013+08:00

I'm playing webcam with Rachael Tay again. Know why? Cause she complained that she's feeling bored!

Today was a long day, school till 4.30pm. Baby came to fetch me outside school and headed to 765 and meet with usual co.

Babyboy, we're finally back to how we used to be.
I need you as much as you needed me. I love you!
我们经过那么多考验，不要再让我们的爱败给了时间。

Nothing but a dead connection,

2009-08-03T20:37:00.001+08:00

It's been some time since I've update this blog.

Well, meet up with Jeslyn, Jialin and Shawn for breakfast at 768. We decided to cab to school as we didn't want to be late. I left school rather early - 9 plus, as I told my mother I'm feeling unwell, and my dad came school to fetch me.

Went out to meet Jeslyn in the afternoon. Then saw Shawn at 786, three of us waited for Jialin before hitting to 765. The usual co. came one by one. Slack, rot, poker at 765 till 6 plus. Initially, I didn't have headache, but I slacked till headache, rabak ah.

Hmm, webcam with Rachael Tay. Look at her ljb!

And I believed in you,

2009-07-28T22:46:00.004+08:00

Waikit showed me this video, it's kinda touching. Take a look at it. <:

I'll always be right here,

2009-07-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

Finally done with the uploading the photos! Haha! Photo spams for today. Okay, I'll start talking about today. I went to meet Jeslyn and then Rachael before hitting Causeway Point together. Babyliew and Loojing came to join us. The 5 of us slacked together at Causeway Point and 2nd void deck.

It feels good to have a girls day out, been a long time since the last one. They got worried for me because I'm too normal to an extent that they think something is wrong with me. Thanks for those who concern about me, I'm absolutely fine, no worries!

Just give me few days to sort things out and to rest. I'll give you an answer soon enough.

I've learnt to let go happily,

2009-07-25T21:26:00.005+08:00

Met up with Jeslyn and Rachael at 768 to study. Jialin joined us later on. Then slacked with usual co. til 6 and home.

I've broke up with him yesterday. Both of us agreed that this is the better way out, we'll still be good friends, still gonna continue slacking together, and never gonna avoid each other. I think this is the best for him, he shouldn't became like this cause of me. He's suppose to be a happy person, full of jokes. He deserves better. I couldn't bear to let him feel so stress and tired. And also, not to disappoint him anymore. I've done too much hurt to him already. Although both of us are upset, after we sort things out, I finally saw his smile. I'm happy cause he finally feel relieved. We know our regrets for this relationship, let's just keep in mind and never let it occur in our next one.

放手也是一种爱你的方式。

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I'm getting tired,

2009-07-23T22:33:00.004+08:00

I just wanted to feel/be more like myself.
I just wanted to be happy.
I hope I'm not asking too much.

2009-07-22T22:53:00.005+08:00

School>Home>2nd Voiddeck>Hill>Home

Went home after having the 'O' level lc. Went to meet Jialin and slack at 2nd Void deck while waiting for Baby, Shawn, Cong, Rat and Jorrence to come. All of us went up to the hill, the boys cycled up the hill and it's like 12th storey high - siaodui. Slacked at there till 7 plus and went home. Just some random photos taken today.

You got that extraordinary way,

2009-07-20T22:33:00.002+08:00

School>Home>2nd Voiddeck>Badminton Court>Home

Met Baby and co. at 2nd void deck in the evening. Jing and her baby came to join us. We went up to Badminton Court. Jialin came to join us too. Badminton and poker time, played badminton with Baby and my muscles is aching now. But, I've enjoyed my day man! <:

It's only today that I've realised time is passing fast. 2 months is coming in 8 days time, that's like super fast eh. And I enjoy spending my days with Baby. <:

Beautiful world,

2009-07-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

Causeway Point>2nd Void deck>Home

Met Rachael at Causeway Point, and Jeslyn came to join us. Walked around and found a place to settle down, stayed at Causeway Point till 7. Went over to 2nd void deck to meet Baby and Cong. Rat joined us later. Slacked till 9 plus and home.

I managed to clear things up in the morning, it feels so much better! Anyway, Rachael demanded me to post this part, 'She told me a secret that made my day'. Happy to see this? You bitch! <:

The uneasiness is killing me,

2009-07-17T21:52:00.005+08:00

School>Home>765

Rachael came to my house to meet me first, and we went to 765 meeting the usual co. and slacked. The boys left at 7 plus and there's only 4 girls left - Jialin, Jeslyn, Rachael and me. We had some girls talk session and I enjoyed it. It's been a real long time since we last talked together.

Something about us felt so real,

2009-07-14T08:35:00.010+08:00

2 days ago, Jeslyn wanted me to accompany her to Causeway Point. She was having cough, so am I. We went out for 1 hour and both of us wanted to go home cause our body were aching. When I reached home, I realised that I've got fever and Jeslyn told me that she got fever too.

Didn't attend school for yesterday and today. Almost our whole clique got fever, Baby, Jeslyn, Jialin, Shawn and me. Cool eh, all fall sick together and didn't attend school together. Alright, all get well soon ah!

Rachael showed me a photo that she had edit in the past. It's really nice, and I liked it a lot. It brings back hell lots of beautiful memories. This time it really got me, this photo refresh everything that had happened between all of us. How did we get so close together, having conflicts and leaving one by one. Guys, thanks for everything.

I can see the love in you,

2009-07-12T14:32:00.002+08:00

My worst weekend ever man. It's really 2 days without slacking. I thought slacking life is getting boring, but without slacking it's worst. I'm super bored to the max, bored x999999! And, Baby had got me worried over his fever, lucky that he recovered this morning.

I've got myself entertained yesterday by looking at my old photos. It really got me laughing at myself. It also got me realising that my surroundings and even myself changed quite a bit. But, I'm not gonna let myself get upset because of what I lost, because I've face the fact that it will never be back. Just reminisce on those happy moments will do. <: Just show random photos below.

Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect,

2009-07-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

Recently, have been going to school late. It's always because I'm having breakfast with Baby, Jialin and Shawn. School was utterly boring, slept through certain period. Baby came to fetch me after school.

Went home to bath and head over to 768 to meet Jeslyn. Then meet with Baby and co., slacked at 765. Baby was having fever, so I accompanied Baby to see doctor. So, Baby went home first. Then, the rest of us continued slacking and I left at 7 plus.

Babyliew showed me some photos, that made me go laugh out loud. The sexiest tree, take a look and laugh at it. <:

I'd give for us,

2009-07-06T19:16:00.001+08:00

Jeslyn came over to house in the afternoon, so did Babyliew. Then, we went down to 2nd void deck to meet Baby and Cong. Was suffering from a headache while slacking, but it's all better now. Then all of us left in the evening.

I looked damn shag in those photos, shag die me ah! My I.E is finally working as per normal. Happ-ieeeeee. Am catching up with Xiuxian HPY. <:

Nothing brings me down with you around,

2009-07-05T20:57:00.006+08:00

Jialin and Jeslyn came to my house in the afternoon, then we went down to 2nd void deck to meet Baby, Shawn and Cong. Slacked and crap all the way till 5plus, took some photos and Baby wanted me to post that he loves Michael Jackson.

I'm getting pissed off by my i.e, it seems to hang every few minutes. Man, I'm already bored enough, and my computer is doing this to me. Hell ah! >:

To give and to take,

2009-07-04T21:55:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's Saturday. Met Baby in the afternoon, slacked at 2nd void deck. Today was Jialin and Shawn's one month, text to wish them. Baby and me were bored, so we decided to bomb Jialin, Shawn and Jeslyn. We bomb that we were sun tanning at Sentosa. Baby wore t-string, I wore bikini and we wouldn't go back to woodlands till we get sunburn, laughs ! When they believe then we told them that we bomb them.

Cong joined us later on. Something happened with Baby and me, but we ended up joking. Cong kept asking us to relax. We started sharing our ideal partner criteria. When Baby saying about it, Cong and me can't stop laughing at his criteria. But, I managed to fit Baby's ideal girlfriend criteria, except that I can't stop kpkb him. <: Then we left at 5.30, went out with family for dinner.

2009-07-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

My oral results confirm sucks. I stammered when the examiner asked me about the conversation topic, which is on 2010 YOG event. I have totally no idea what to say, cause it didn't cross my mind even once.

Rushed home after oral, meeting Baby and co. at 2nd void deck, then went up to bath. They were so havoc that I could hear them shouting below when I'm at home. Went down to meet them after I'm done. They made a great mess with pebbles, baby made words out of pebbles.

We decided to change place due to the mess, they happened to see a papaya tree. There they go, swinging the papaya tree, wanting the papaya to drop but to no avail. Caveman ended up climbing the tree and pluck few unripe papayas. Photos of their success above. The rest came to joined us, and we went back to 2nd void deck to slack till 8 plus.

Hey baby, today was such a day, good and bad. Let bygones be bygones. I've been trying hard to be a good girlfriend. Maybe you can feel it, maybe you can't. I know you have been giving in to me almost all the times, I really do appreciate it. I know you have been wanting me to post something about me and you, right? Baby, I love you.

Paranoid,

2009-07-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be my O level Chinese oral. I don't feel the urgency to study for O level. But I promised my mother and baby to study hard for the O, and tolerate for this 3 months. I hope this 3 months pass super fast ah.

Shag si me to the max ah. I is tired de lor, that few hours of sleep is never enough. Off to watch MFBBT.

Wk, we will still be good friends. It's been some time since I last heard your voice. You never fail to get into trouble. I know this time wasn't your fault and you're lucky that it wasn't found on you. Soon, you have to go to cantonment. Your parents are old and ain't in good health either. Your mother cried because of you again, don't let her cry anymore. You know if something really happens your whole life would be gone. I doubt you want to be like B, 10 years isn't short. It's getting worst each time, stop repeating your mistake already. Hope that you managed to get past this.

School, yet again.

2009-06-29T20:06:00.001+08:00

It's school again. Today was a total waste of time in school. Not much of lessons, AYG going on, sleeping in class as usual. After school, the guys went to gym while the girls get ourselves something to do as to pass time. Then, met up with the guys and slack till evening.

And, I lost all my links. Tag to be link yeahs.

2009-06-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

Happy first month, baby. More to come, alright! Only managed to spend few hours with Baby. But still at least, we managed to meet up. <: Took alot of photos but i'll upload it soon.

Changed my link, to prevent my family from reading my blog. Close ones would be inform of changed of blog links, others might find this blog if you're lucky.

2009-06-27T21:06:00.001+08:00

It's been a week since I last updated. School holidays is coming to an end. I'd consider this school holiday was the most happening one. To sum it up, I spent less than a week being at home. I'm out almost everyday regardless of studying, slacking and stuffs.

Things are settling down for me and my family now. Days ago, my parents were quarreling with me. My father wanted me to be honest with him, yet whatever I said, he insisted that I'm lying. Ain't he contradicting himself? My father is just being so unreasonable. But I'm fortunate that I have a understanding mother who choose to trust me. Oh ya, I just get to know that my parents read my blog and even to see how Baby looks like.

I find myself lucky, having great friends like Babyliew, Jialin and Jeslyn with me. And of course, my Baby. They gave me the support, help and everything. I'm disappointed with those who chosen to drift away from me cause of who I'm with, you guys didn't spare a thought of how I felt, in fact I feel that you guys are being unfair to me. It's nice to reminisce those times but never good to dwell in it. I'll get over it, soon.

Time flies, tomorrow will the first month with Baby. More to go, yeah. I'm done with updating. Ciaos.

2009-06-19T22:53:00.000+08:00

Early in the morning, I'm stunned that my parents know about Baby already. They seems unhappy, but later on they started to joke with me. And Baby was so enthusiastic in meeting my parents.

Studied at mac with Babyliew and Jialin, Baby, Jeslyn and Shawn rotting there. After studying, we went to 765 to slack with usual co. All of us was enjoying our time, took quite alot of photos, funny ones. Went back home at 8 plus.

2009-06-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Tuesday. Jeslyn and Jialin came to my house at 10. Babyliew came later on. The 4 of us went to Admiralty Place to meet Shawn, Cheeguan, Yang and Laoshu. Went over to Jurong Point, bought a cigarette box for Baby, and we made a cake for him. Then, we went back to 768 meet Baby and Cong. Baby and co. chase our bus again.

Wednesday. Baby's birthday. I went to meet Jeslyn and Babyliew at bus stop. Jeslyn and Babyliew went to meet Baby first. When they went to 765, I scare Baby from behind. The second surprise was the present for him. He's surprised and happy. We continued slacking at 765.

At 6, we cabbed to Vista, ate and drank. Baby was drunk, Shawn threw a small ball at his head. Baby wanted to turn and whack Shawn but saw a cake for him and we sang him birthday song, third surprise. Baby got cake smashed on his face. Jeslyn shouted at Baby and pointed at me. He came chasing after me and smashed the cream on my face. When i was walking back, I saw Jeslyn happily looking at me, and I help her with some cream on her face, sweet revenge. Baby was drop dead, Binkiat and Lynette cabbed him home. Later on, Babyliew and me cabbed home too.

2009-06-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

Met Babyliew at 10am and went over to 768 Mac. Jeslyn, Baby and Jialin came and we ate breakfast together. Shawn and the rest came to join us. Studied first and then slacked at 765 til 8 plus.

Babyliew, Jeslyn, Shawn and me sent Jialin to Checkpoint and went to my block. Baby and Yang ride bicycle to chase bus, from 7 head to Checkpoint and then to my block. Cong and co. ride bike to my block too, and we slacked till 9 plus.

Baby, you really made me feel so touched today. You slept so late and woke up early for a breakfast. Cause of me, you were forced to eat your mother's breakfast and have to finish the mac breakfast. You ride bike all the way just because you forget a goodbye kiss. You vomited and nearly dehydrated, you even felt dizzy and your legs was shaking. Even yang said you're crazy. Thanks baby, you're the sweetest ever.

2009-06-14T21:58:00.006+08:00

"It's nice to reminisce, never good to dwell in it ."

I've been working for this weekend to earn some cash. Finished my work in the evening and when I reach my block, Baby, Babyliew and Jeslyn was at the void deck already. I'm super shag and tired to the max. So, I've decided to go home and have a quick shower, then went down to meet them. For no reason, I've got very hyper and made hell lots of stunts, everyone were laughing like mad. We slacked till 8 plus and headed home. <:

2009-06-11T22:38:00.002+08:00

It's been 4 days since I last post. I'm always out to 7 head, either studying at mac or slacking with usual co. at 765 or 756.

Woke up at 8 today, just to accompany my mother for breakfast and spend pathetically little quality time with her. Noon, went to Cwp to meet Babyliew and bought her art materials, went over to 768 to study with Jialin. Baby, Jeslyn and co. joined us. Studied and slacked till 9. Baby cabbed me home. I'm super shag for the whole day sia, tired to the max lor.

2009-06-08T23:10:00.001+08:00

Went to school at 9am and Baby came to fetch me at 10.30am. Prepared and went out to 768, met Jialin and Jeslyn to study. So kind of Baby to come down to mac, just to lend me his jacket. Babyliew, Shawn and co. came and join us. After we finished studying, we went over to 756 and slack till 8 plus, home sweet home.

Shag to the max ah, tomorrow still need to go school for 1 hr+.

2009-06-07T23:17:00.006+08:00

Friday. Slacked with usual co. at 756. Ton with Jialin, Jeslyn, Baby, Shawn, Cheeguan, Fengqing.

Saturday. After ton, went to Mac for breakfast and went to Jeslyn's house to sleep. Slept for less than 4 hours and went out with Jialin to meet Baby. Waited for Jeslyn, Shawn and Tee to come over, the rest joined us too. Slacked till 4 and went home to bath. Trained down to AMK to meet parents.

I'll just upload all the photos taken this few days.

2009-06-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

No matter what i do,
it never seems to be right.
it never seems to be satisfying enough.

2009-06-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm back to update. I've been quite busy for the past few days, slacking with usual co. till night. I'm super shag and tired to the max okay. I dread going to school, forcing myself to wake up early in the morning and it doesn't makes any difference, because I'm dozing off in class. Anyway, I'll end the post with some photos.

2009-05-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

It's O level Mt paper tomorrow. I feel no urge or stress. That's quite worrying. Jeslyn came to meet me at 2. Kiat, Tee and Babyliew joined us later on. Tee left, Babyliew left, Weihao came, Kiat left. Jeslyn, Weihao and me was the last 3 that slack till 9.

Brother, if you read this post, it's for you. I really hope you would be fine. I'll wait for the right timing for you to tell me what had happened. Though the way you said things today is so ..., but I understand. Remember the times we rely on each other, how long had we been sister and brother. You know, I know. I don't believe our bond is just like that, I have trust and faith in you. I'll be waiting.

2009-05-30T23:13:00.001+08:00

Met Jeslyn at usual badminton court. Weihao and Babyliew came and joined us. We went up to my house slack till 5. Went back to the badminton court and slack. Kiat and co. came to join us till 8. Jeslyn and Babyliew went up to my house till 9 plus.

Super shag ah. I'm webcam-ing with Rachael now. See her ljb ah ! <:

2009-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

School > Home > Causeway Point > 630 > Home

Went to Causeway Point to watch Night At The Museum 2 with Babyliew, Jialin, Jeslyn and Weihao. The movie was quite funny, but my mood was spoiled by some sms. Headed over to 630 to meet Kiat and co. We slacked till 10pm and took bus home. So kind of Jialin, Jeslyn and Weihao to accompany us.

Heartless.

2009-05-27T11:59:00.001+08:00

School > Home > 768 > RC > 768 > Home

Recently, I keep pua stunt eh. Skip this and that. My mother is going down to school tomorrow for MPS, my result is also that marvellous. Passed 3 out of 7 subjects. And, it's e-learning tomorrow.

The 2nd photo is the nicest photo of the day, and of course it's taken by me. For other photos, go kiat's blog.

2009-05-26T20:24:00.000+08:00

Only Jeff managed to made me laugh last night. Thanks brother ! I'll try to change my attitude for the better, but of course not guaranteed alright. <:

Babyliew called me at 7 plus to wake me up. Suppose to meet Babyliew and Jing and I made them waited for half an hour. Walked over to Woodlands Polyclinic. Jeslyn and co. came later on. In total, we had 9 people. We spent the whole morning there, waited for each other.

We decided to slack at woodlands mart and we split ways. Babyliew, Jing, Weihao, Alex and me cabbed over, while the rest took bus. Poor Weihao, he left his hand phone in the cab. The taxi driver claimed that he could only meet Weihao at 8-9pm tonight. It seems that he has a very low chance of getting back his phone, unless he's one lucky bastard.

The 5 of us slacked at 765 while waiting for the rest to come. The 2 cheerleaders came and joined us. The 7 of us got screened by the police and it took half an hour, lucky the rest not here yet. The rest joined us later on. A lot of things happened, lucky it ended nicely. All the girls left first, we sent Vivian home and slacked around there till 5 plus and headed back home. Not really used to getting home so early like today.

Look at those photos, the camera person damn skillful eh! All shag face lor. The main point of the photo is the one in pink, damn cute one lor, all ljb. <:

2009-05-25T21:58:00.003+08:00

Had a heart-to-heart talk with Babyliew till 9.30pm. Pour out everything deep inside my heart, that I don't share with anyone else. Perhaps, we have similar personality and we could understand each other feelings and thought better.

I'm lost, so lost. I'm confused, very confused. No one can handle my attitude when I, myself couldn't even handle it. What I'm feeling was beyond what words could explain. Don't hesitate to leave me if you had enough of me. I wouldn't blame anyone but myself, the main problem lies on me, not anyone else. No one understands.

I'll try to stop myself. I don't want to be like an idiot.

2009-05-24T13:32:00.004+08:00

"You're leading a meaningless life lor. You go out as you wish, do things as you like. No one can control you already. At home, only know how to use computer. Out with us, only know how to use hand phone. What else can you do? We've spoilt you. Don't know what can you do in the future. Don't force me to break your computer and hand phone. Even if you get a new one with your own money, I'll break again. I'll see what else you can do. " My father said that to me yesterday. <:

Great hor, if it really happens, I'll home run! My father never once praised me for my good but he never fails to blame me for my bad. He doesn't even know how old am I. Okay, enough of my father's stuff.

I regretted to tell my mother that I'd be good for this weekend and stay home since I've been out daily for the past few weeks till night time. Weihao asked me out to town, and I've rejected. I wanted to go out lor. Weihao said he would give me a call when he's back and I might go meet him for awhile.

I is boring de lor. Lai entertain me lea.

2009-05-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

"I'm in a confuse state of mind."

Shagshag.

2009-05-22T23:20:00.007+08:00

Another friday. Meet Babyliew at Causeway Point, intend to watch Night at the Museum 2. Babyliew reached 6 minutes before the movie, didn't manged to catch it in time, so we decided to give it a miss. Head over to 765 to meet Jeslyn and co. Rachael came later on. (She forced me to write her name.) We slacked till 9 plus and home.

I'm webcam-ing with Rachael now. Look at her jiaobin ah ! <:

2009-05-20T22:23:00.002+08:00

Meet up with Babyliew and Jing after school, went to Pizza hut for lunch. After lunch, went to 795 meet Jeslyn and Weihao, joined them and slacked at Crescent till 8 plus. Spent alot today unknowingly. Shag ah shag.

Just wanted to post something to let my blog seems more alive.

Soulmate.

2009-05-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, very sorry that I have hurt you deeply.
This time, I had chosen to leave.
So many things I had kept in my heart , fear that I'd lose you if I had said it out.
I didn't know where all my guts came from today.
I just want be honest and direct with you, because I want to get everything clear.
The past one week, it did a great impact not just to you, but me too.
Perhaps things would be different if you didn't left me waiting in the cold for the past one week.
For the past one year, I have been waiting so hard for this chance, atfer we broke up.
Tonight, just in less than 1 hour. I'm have to make a decision.
I'm really sorry thats I let go and choose to leave first.
Don't ruin your life, don't avoid everyone.

2009-05-12T22:36:00.000+08:00

Went to school with Babyliew, almost late man. Finish exams at 10.30am and headed home first. Went out to Causeway Point to meet Rachael and accompanied her for her lunch. I even accompanied her all the way down to Orchard for her checkup. I'm good right ? If not, I wouldn't even bother and let her travel down to Orchard alone.

Trained back and reached Admiralty at 3 plus. Walked to 768 to meet Weihao & co. at Mac. Initially, wanted to study but being constantly disturbed by some idiot. Left at 7 plus with Rachael and Weihao, home sweet home.

我不是你想像那麽勇敢

2009-05-11T21:44:00.003+08:00

I can blame no one but myself. I brought everything upon myself.
It took me one year for you to fade into my memory.
And merely 1 day, everything came back again.
Everyone warned me not to fall back, I listened to none.
Believing the feeling you gave, putting faith in you that you've changed.
I tried to convince them, you're not bad, everyone deserve a second chance.
After you came out, you seems to be back at square one.
My tolerance level for you was higher than anyone else.
First, you asked me to believe you that you didn't want all these.
Second, you asked for my forgiveness.
Third, you said you loved me.
Then, people told me you going to do stunts again.
You wouldn't know how I numb myself from all these pain.
It's been 3 days, how's you?

So shag, so shag.

2009-05-08T22:35:00.001+08:00

As expected, I fall asleep during Chemistry paper, left blank for my poa paper. I didn't carry any hope for this 2 papers either. Indeed, I have some difficulties in writing.

Headed home to changed, went to Admiralty meet Rachael. Then we walked to 768 to meet Weihao. Happened to saw Alex and Yuancheng. We asked Alex to help us get things, when he's back, Weihao and Weirong reached 768. Me, Rachael, Weihao, Weirong, Yuancheng and Alex slacked together. Weirong left first and Yufen joined us later on. I enjoyed slacking with them, their stunts never fail to make me laugh. Rachael and me slacked till 8, meet Junxian for awhile and headed home.

I didn't intend to go home so early, but Jing kept rushing me to play badminton with her. So went home, change and went down to badminton court. We played till 10. I'm so shag.

雨过之后更难忘记忘记我还爱你
你不用在意流泪也只想刚好合意
我知道不能再留住你
感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽

I miss Tabithalinyi'en !

2009-05-07T21:55:00.005+08:00

It's chem and poa tomorrow. Ten o'clock and I just flipped open my chemistry textbook. Received Jing's sms asking me out to play badminton. Went out at 7 and reached home at 9. My right arm mucles is aching, I wonder if I could write properly tomorrow. Because I'm already having difficulties in typing now. Oh well.

My dear smartass sister.
I'm really glad you didn't totally forget about me.
I miss you a lot, I want to update you with my recent life.
I want to meet you soon.
I hope my msn return to normal so I can get online.

Sakae buffet.

2009-05-05T19:24:00.001+08:00

Thanks for showing your concern, my friends. I really appreciated it.

Yesterday, out with Babyliew, Jing, Jasmine and Kenneth for Sakae buffet. We did many stunts there and the staffs served us with a black face. Mingxuan and his co. went over to eat too, just a table away from us. We feared that we have no plates to take, because Mingxuan's first shot, he took 8 plates off the conveyor belt. I think both our tables made the most noise in there, we stayed till the buffet time is over. We slacked at Causeway Point till 7 plus.

If you're curious, the last two photos of a bangala-alike person is Mingxuan. Or he prefer us addressing him by his English name, toilet.

3rd May, Sunday.

4th May, Monday.

2009-05-04T21:51:00.002+08:00

Actually, I have a lot of photos to post but I shall wait till my mood is back. Maybe tomorrow, I guess. The rest could ignore this post, I just need some where to relieve everything.

I'm feeling so down now. What's wrong man. Hot and cold, I don't understand. I hate it when you're upset cause I don't feel any better at all. Would you teach me what to do. I know it's not nothing. I had been trying and trying, tell me.

2009-05-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

I only slept at 1am last night and woke up at 7am. My eye bag is more obvious now and Babyliew claimed that having eye bag is cute. -.-

Went to school at 8.30 for bio remedial. After that, Jing came my house. Left to Causeway Point meet Babyliew and went to Mos Burger to study. Jing left first and Ts came. Studied till 5 plus, slacked till 7 plus.

Don't let my tagboard die on me lea. ):

Labour day.

2009-05-01T22:37:00.002+08:00

Day out with Babyliew, Jing and Kenneth. Kenneth is my sister know. It's some inner joke, laughs. We intended to go to Sembawang Shopping centre, but we ended up changing to North Point. What a great place, half of it is still renovating. We stepped in for around 10 minutes and left.

We trained down to Douby Ghaut, went to Plaza Sing instead. We spent most of our time at Star Fac. We headed back to Woodlands at 5 plus. 4 of us rejected our family for dinner and ate kfc family feast. Ts happened to be at kfc too. Ts joined us to slack later on, homed only at 9.

2009-04-30T23:05:00.000+08:00

It's labour day tomorrow, been yearning for tomorrow to come. I'm so stressed up by all those o level stuff. I'm gonna go out walk tomorrow, everything will be at the back of my mind except thinking where to go next.

Don't touch it already, don't spoil your health. Take good care of yourself, my love.

为什么明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最后却溃不成军
为什么如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎么都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

Caught in a dilemma.

2009-04-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

I had let you go for the first time.
I thought I'll grab it tightly for the second chance.
I never knew it would turn out this way.
I know we don't feel happy being this way.
I don't want us to end it in bad way.
I really wanted to walk with you till the end.
I have been pondering if you'd be better off without me.
I would leave if you could be happier.
I never want to be the one making the decision.
I never regret knowing you, being in love with you, being hurt by you.

我还能付出什麽除了爱你我一无所有
每当你受挫我想我比谁都难过
因为我爱你虽然我从来不说

2009-04-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

Met up with Babyliew and went to school together. Lessons, sst. After sst, went home with Babyliew and Jing.

Upon knowing those news, I'm quite shock by it. I've been pondering what's behind the drastic change in you. Neither do I understand, nor a need to understand. But, you certainly have no idea how many youngsters yearn to have a family like yours. Not every youngster could receive the amount of love that your family showered you with. I can tell that they are utterly disappointed by your recent actions. If one day, you land yourself into some deep shit, you lost friends who you could depend on, who are you going to turn to? Don't regret it if your family ever gives up on you. I know I'm not in any position to say that and pardon me for saying so much.

When you talked to me, you said that I seems to give you cold shoulder.
So, I've tried to talk more, and now you seems to give me cold shoulder.
Can you give me the slightest clue what's on your mind.
I don't like the feelings of not knowing how you feel or what you think.

缘分已尽

2009-04-27T21:00:00.003+08:00

Went to school with Babyliew. I felt so lethargic in class today. Headed home after school to change and met up with Babyliew. Jing joined us later on. Then, we went to Mos Burger. Studied, laughed, nonsense. Home sweet home at 7 plus.

Looking through your eyes, there’s nothing to hide.
And you’re no longer mine.
How could I survive when you say goodbye.
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life.
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you .

Six solid hours.

2009-04-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

Met babyliew at Causeway Point. Coincidentally, we wore similar outfit from head to toe except for our hoodie. We went to Mos Burger and studied for 6 solid hours. I broke my record man. Finished studying at around 7, went to buy some sushi and headed back home.

I got locked outside my house, because I didn't bring keys and my whole family went out. They are kind enough to get someone back to open the door for me. Put down my things, went down stair to meet ts. Talking to him, I don't know should I laugh or get dulan. Slacked till 9 and went home.

Heaven is playing with me. Don't crack a joke like this, I can't take it.

My babyliew

The only reason is i love you.

2009-04-24T20:49:00.004+08:00

Went to school with Babyliew today. Lessons. After school, headed home to change. Went to Causeway Point to meet Weihao and Kenneth. Babyliew came later on. Slacked around till 5 plus and hsh.

He never fails to pua stupid stunts. -.-

Even if people thinks I'm foolish. But I'd still follow my heart.
I can't bear to see you in pain or suffering, I can't bear to leave you alone.
I truly hope that you and your family would be alright.
I'm sorry for yesterday that I'm actually asking for obvious answer, but my mind was in a mess, knowing that you faced such situation and don't know how to comfort you.
If you have decided, I'll just respect and follow with it.
I'd never leave you, but I'd not stop you from leaving me.
Because, as long you're happy. It's okay for me.
Tell me how can I be stronger? So many words of love.

Never as one.

2009-04-22T21:21:00.003+08:00

Headed to school with Peilin.

After school, went home to change and meet Peilin for KFC.

After lunch, went to school for NAPFA 5 station.

I did better than I expected.

Retreated home after NAPFA, was kinda tired actually.

& I think I'll suffer from muscle aches tomorrow.

We used to be as one, now we're individual ones.

Reality.

2009-04-21T22:13:00.004+08:00

Just looking back at my old photos. It's amazing I have gotten so far. Looking at our laughter, those days, those bond. It's what i missed, but it will never be the same. It will be the best part of my memories. Take care, my friends. *Don't get stunned, seeing this photo here.

I know some people really concerned about me. A lot people drifted away from me. Jefferson, Xiaoqin, Tabitha. I missed those times, you would listen to me. Peilin, Loojing and Zhian, I never thought we could be closer than normal friends, I do treasure the times we're together.

I'm sorry for the cold shoulder I gave you. I don't want to disturb you and I wanted to give you some space of your own. But, I didn't know you felt/think more than that. Will you and me have the future of ours? The insecurity.

Reality and dreams could never be on the same line. Sometimes it hurts to face reality, but being given no choice. This doesn't refers to anyone, just my thoughts.

Why did i needed you?

2009-04-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

Overdue.
I was closer to you than anyone because of my insecurity. Why didn’t I realize it at that time? Your figure slipped out of my sight before me. I didn’t say the only, single thing I wanted to – Don’t leave me.

A twisted, crooked heart like this. I hate it so much that I don’t know what to do. What I knew at this late hour is that this is all I’m thinking about: Why is it that I needed you?

The two of us noticed the break approaching our closeness. Unlike what the heart said, the words were dull - Goodbye.

The hurting, unkind hand of when such a day comes. This ugly soul, like yesterday, I hate it even more.

Feeling down.

2009-04-19T20:57:00.002+08:00

I was fiddling with my webcam just now. I left home only at 3.30pm, went down to Causeway Point to meet Rachael. Walked around there till 7 plus.

Thanks to Lpl and Swk for last night, when I f*cking broke down. I guess I'm tired of faking. No, I'm not as carefree or strong as I may seems to show. There's reasons for me not showing what I truly feel. And, this will never change. Never.

Premonition

2009-04-18T21:15:00.005+08:00

I have lost too much. In the end, I'm left with nothing.
I'm locked inside with fear and darkness.

17 Again.

2009-04-17T20:48:00.004+08:00

I'm getting better, thanks people. Talked on phone with Wk till midnight. Surprisingly, I managed to wake up in time. Met up with Peilin and went to school together. Overall, 4 out of 7 periods free, slacking day man.

Headed home and later on, went down to Causeway Point to meet Peilin and Jing. We went to buy our ticket and had our lunch. There we go, for our movie - 17 Again. It's a hilarious movie and it's worth watching. Of course, Zac Efron is hot. After the movie, slacked around and headed home.

委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一直忘了说我有多感动

NAPFA, Piercing.

2009-04-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Been tossing and turning last night, before i managed to get my sleep. Met up with Peilin this morning and went to school together. Has 2.4 NAPFA run, managed to pass it.

Accompanied Jing and Kenneth to Causeway Point, to get their upper cartilage pierced. Their expression amused me, seriously. Weihao came over to meet me, Jing and Kenneth left first. Slacked with Weihao till 7 plus and hsh.

I still love you like i always do, missing you like i always do. I miss those past when we are so close. I said before, I'll always be there as long as you need me. Yes, i still mean it now. I don't want to do things that you don't like, because I want you to be happy. It's the first time I don't know how to make you to laugh for the past 2 days. Every word I said to you counts. Will we be back, that close again?

2009-04-15T21:14:00.003+08:00

It hurts to hold on, but I still want to go on.

我还是介意你的话总在无意间变化
介意你对爱的想法和我有了分岔
我介意你没忘了她介意你还放不下
该迁就还是一笑而罢

Happy birthday, Zhian.

2009-04-13T22:24:00.006+08:00

I only slept at going to 1am in the morning. Being a hero uh, talked on phone with Wk. And being a panda in school, I slept during maths and assembly period.

Happy birthday, Zhian baobei. Celebrated his birthday after school at Causeway Point's Sakae Sushi for buffet! Zhian, Peilin, Loojing and me ate 41 plates, 7 bowls, mochi ice cream. After 1st round, Peilin and me claimed that we're full, wanted to have a walk. We went down to buy a small cake for Zhian, and went back to give him. We're all so full that we can't stand straight or laugh vigorously. We even compared the size of our tummy, which made my laugh till i can't stand properly. Loojing and Zhian left first. Zhian, I hope you will like the present from Peilin and me.

Peilin and me met ts and went to badminton court to slack. I said nothing about my mood but both of them could sense it. When we headed home, both sms me asking about my mood. I thought I hid it well. Even on msn, I didn't said much, Wk and Jeff could sense I'm sad/unhappy. I think it's due to fatigue. Well, I'm sorry to spoil the atmosphere.

I'll just post photos and have a good rest. Love.

Sunday blues.

2009-04-12T18:08:00.001+08:00

I thought I finally could leave the house, for goodness sake. Was SUPPOSE to meet up with Jasmine, Mingyong, Aaron and Xinrong. Yes, it was cancelled. I'm feeling so depressed that I got stuck at home for 2 days.

It's either you get hurt by one whom you loved deeply, or you hurt one whom loved you deeply.

Saturday snails.

2009-04-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

Time is passing so slowly. I have gotten so frustrated, thinking what should i do for the day. I finally decided to go to the badminton court near my house, sit there and stare blank. It ended up raining, it totally spoilt my mood. I left my house only for dinner and headed back home again. What a day.

I believe in giving second chance. If no one gives a second chance, who can change for the better. One gets stuck in the current situation, being given no chances. How could one turn over a new leaf. Life, it's all about give and take. Or, maybe what I'm hoping for was too much.

Cwp, Jp, Cwp.

2009-04-10T21:41:00.002+08:00

It's good friday. Woke up quite early, and spend hours rotting before I went to bath and head out to Causeway Point at 1.30pm to meet Peilin. We walked around and ended up decided to train to Boonlay. We walked around Jurong Point for an hour or so. We got bored of there and trained back to Woodlands. We're just wasting our money. -.-

We just simply walked around Causeway Point, Ajisen for dinner. I saw alot of familiar faces. We walked till 8 plus going to 9. My legs gonna break soon. Pathetic right?

Oh ya, tag more people. My tagboard seems so dead. Don't let my tagboard die on me alright? :D

Ily.

2009-04-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

I didn't attend school today. Talked on phone last night till 12 plus and slept till 9 plus in the morning. Was using computer till 12. I went to take a shower and walked to Causeway Point to meet Rachael. Walked, slacked at there. Initially, I didn't want to head home early because I don't feel like it. My legs die on me, so we retreated home at 6 plus.

Meeting Peilin tomorrow. Looking forward, cause we're going for date. :D

2009-04-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Everything you said, no matter how harsh it is. I knew you said it because you lost control. No matter how pain it is, I'll tolerate. Because I care and I love. Even though, it hurts alot. What's over is already over.

Whatever will be, will be.

2009-04-07T22:39:00.003+08:00

How i felt, I couldn't let you know. I didn't want you to suffer anymore. You had enough of all this suffering. I will only want you to get yourself a better and peaceful life. I'll keep it all in my heart. Fate have everything planned out. We'll leave it to fate. Whatever will be, will be. I'm still trying hard to take it easy.

Out, Imy.

2009-04-06T20:19:00.005+08:00

Went to school with Peilin today. School stuffs. After school, went home to change and met up with Peilin, Zhian & Jasmine. They made my day, laughing. I really enjoy their company, know? :D

Zhian kept on taking videos and photos of us. Yeahs, hell lot man. Just take a look at some of the photos. Of course, due to it's all candid shots, tolerate with some fugly photos alright. I wanted it to be the memory of the day on how happy/enjoyed we were. Look at all our smiles, it's not that frequent that we're facing whole lot of problems daily, and so I'll treasure it even more.

One last day.

2009-04-05T19:17:00.001+08:00

I guess my life is going slightly better now.

He's coming out tomorrow, as what i heard from 2 vin(s), Alvin and Gavin. I'm glad for him that he can finally settle down. As long he's happy, everything would be fine.

My parents seems to give me that little more of trust. I'm satisfied by it already. Though they still doubt me at times, but I think it's inevitable. I'm trying to spend more time with them, although it really bored me at times.

Friends. I don't know what will come in the future. In this 2 weeks, there's few friends have been supporting me, Loojing, Rachael, Peilin, Chiehua etc. I'm really grateful.

I have been trying to take things easy. It's easy to said than to be done. My mind just can't stop thinking. I doubt there will be a day that all the unanswered questions in my heart/mind be answered.

2009-04-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

Some lame shit. See how bitchy Rachael is. Kp right? :D

T-H-R-E-E.

2009-04-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

Well well, I managed not to sleep in class today. Teacher is kind enough to let me serve my detention on Monday, lucky it's just an hour. I hate to waste time, sitting there and stare blank.

I headed home after school to bath and changed. Mother seems to know me well ah. I have no intention of telling her that I'm going out later on. But she seems to read my mind. :D

As usual, I tried to reach Causeway Point as fast as possible. Rachael waited for me for quite some time. Actually, we intend to watch movie, but looking at the queue makes us lazy to get the ticket. So, we decided to give it a miss. Loojing came and joined us. We just slacked around. Someone spotted some angmoh in arcade and thought of getting the number, but backed out in the end, laughs.

On our 3rd visit to toilet. All the 'sitting' cubicle was occupied except for one, which Rachael and me spotted it at the same time. I think we had the same thinking. Both of us ran into the same cubicle, fighting like some crazy woman. And I won, with my leg scratched and thigh being bang by the door.

Oh ya, Rachael is so bitchy today, that NEHNEH. Any groups she sees, she will start to kp. Example, there's 7 girls somewhere near us and talks loudly. She started saying ' You see, that 七朵花 (7 Flowers) so noisy and blah.' There we are, craps and gossips. We hanged out at Causeway Point till 7. Home sweet home.

Worst still, I'm meeting Loojing, Encheng and maybe Mingxuan to have a morning jog. I can't make it at 8, so i just said some nonsenses like if make it early like 6, I can make it. End up, they really decided to meet and have a run at 6.30am. My my, there goes my few hours of sleep. If they managed to wake me up with their morning call. :D

And, I just realized today's post was quite long. In fact, I didn't post so much for a long time already. Surprised by how long winded I can be? I apologize for being so long winded but still. Lastly, help me click my ads lea. The amount of money i collected was such an eyesore to me, i want MORE, any kind souls? :D

You found me. Promise in the dark.

2009-04-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

In the end everyone ends up alone.
I am, who I’m not, who I want to be.

It’s the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings.
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it.
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it.
Goodbye may come as a shock.

And how many times I gave my heart,
To how many times we fell apart.
And it equals a promise in the dark,
So don’t promise me.

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is.
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it.
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent.

Don’t think I forgot,
Because I really didn’t care if you’re lying a lot.
I’ve given every breath I’ve got,
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe.

FOUR,4,四

2009-04-02T22:02:00.005+08:00

I'll share about me being prank and pranks on people.

Well, early morning. Charles was somewhere near me in parade square. Out of nowhere, he called my name, telling me that one of my button was unbutton. And there i go, looking at my uniform. 'April fool' he said. Totally forgotten that it was April fool.

I have been more careful later on in the days. Sms-es coming in, ' I had got a court case. I don't want to go in, you must take care.' I'm not going to get prank the second time.

I'm getting cheeky, and i wanted to prank. I went to prank on Loojing and Qiuhua. Something like this, 'Eh, you come menses is it? I think you stained your skirt.' And yeah, as expected normal girls will get worked up over it. 'April fool'. I shall skip the sms part, because innocent believe and realised being prank on. I felt guilty about it. Chill, jokes kays?

When it was night time, I received a sms from Zhian telling me it's urgent and call back immediately. I thought what big thing have happened. I called and realized Peilin also called him. He came telling us, 'Eh, you know someone commit suicide at admiralty not?' Peilin and i was like, how the hell would we know and so, we asked for more. There we go, 'April fool'. I let my guard down.

That's for the April fool pranks, yesterday.

That's nothing much that happened today.

SIXSIXSIX

2009-03-31T21:25:00.001+08:00

Okay, I feel so uncomfortable posting while my mother was reading what I type. Some curious mother, I'hv got.

School days. Interesting stuffs started during remedial. I sat with Loojing. She's always being very crap as per normal. She planned that she wanted to get married on 14 February 2016. People remember this date, let's see if it really goes along well with her plan. We have been irritating each other.

Loojing: I'll get married on 14th February 2016.
Me: Later you can't get married on that day, i chio ka peng.
Loojing: I'll get married on 14th February 2016. (Repeat*)
Me: You think you want to get married on that day jiu can ah? People also want that day what.
Loojing: I'll go book early.
Me: You know how to book early, other people don't know how to ah?
Loojing: I'll go book even early.
Me: You know how to book even early, people don't know how to ah?
And of course, she got owned by me, and finally silence for only awhile. -.-

There she goes, planning on her future babies names and calculating which year to give birth. She's like so superstitious, assuming that baby born in the year of monkey will be very mischievous. And, I'm also cracking my brain just to help her think of names, from A-Z. In conclusion, we have gone bonkers!

Of course, although she's so irritating. She have got her ways to make my day, in a irritating way. Lil irritating fellow.

I were planning to go home already, just nice Rachael gave me call. So, I went to slack with Rachael and met Weihao too.

It's April fool day tomorrow. Beware and don't get pranked. Okay, I'll stop here and get on reading my Breaking Dawn.

One week.

2009-03-30T19:26:00.001+08:00

One week left, I'm anxious yet afraid.

Monday blues. I can't describe that kind of feeling, It just feels like, It's school AGAIN.

Jasmine came to my house after school. I went to take a shower and went out to Causeway Point with her. Met up with Cassandra and she showed us a video and invited us for Easter day, and she left awhile later. Chiehua came to meet us, she gave us gifts that she bought. Peilin also joined us. We just simply walked around and keep talking.

Look at the rose at the top of the post. When I first saw it, I thought it was merely a rose. Until, Chiehua mention that it's a chocolate. I was like huh?! Imagine me biting the 'rose' chocolate out of the stalk, laughs!

Oh ya, I added a song with the starting part saying touch me repeatedly. If you find it sickening or irritating, then i suggest you mute your speaker or pause the song. Just in case. :D

Eight days.

2009-03-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

I have been cracking my brain, thinking of what should I update about.

I'll start with what i did today. Around noon, I went to take a shower and when I'm back in my room. I saw my mom reading my blog. I was like uh, how she got to my blog. She claimed that she wanted to go to some website but she clicked randomly and landed at my blog. She even asked questions like, is blogging that fun? She commented that my English ain't that bad.

Met up with Rachael at Causeway Point, and we studied at Mos Burger. Hours later, Loojing came to join us with his brother. Soon, I got so distracted and decided to stop studying. We ended up walking around. They even played the 'roller coaster' machine at Timezone. I was like no, I will never land myself in that machine. Later on, Loojing left first. Rachael also need to go meet her mother so, I went home.

Bleak future.

2009-03-27T23:35:00.001+08:00

It's Friday. It's always the last day of the weekdays that I find school time hard to pass. Met up with Rachael at Causeway Point. We walked around and bought a top from Purpur. We walked till 6 plus and I went home first.

I headed to town with my parents for dinner and Singapore Flyer. My mother insisted me to accompany them for the Singapore Flyer. She knows I'm reluctant to. After the ride, she even asked me, 'So, did you regret going for the Singapore Flyer?' I disappointed her with 'It doesn't makes a difference.' Aww, she wasted 20 over bucks just for my one sentence. But I think she enjoys my company. We retreated home at 10 plus, it's a tiring day alright. After finish posting, I'll have my beauty sleep for my complexion.

I fear for the future to come. My bleak future.

Greed.

2009-03-26T21:51:00.001+08:00

The only thing worth mentioning today was I wanted to go home so much, but I can't due to the heavy rain. I kept singing this song 'Hui Jia'(Go Home), an old song to Loojing to irritate her, show her how much i missed home. I also sang it to Xiuxian. Laughs.

My life is so screwed. I know I'm always whining about my problems. But it's the only way I can relieve myself. So bear with it alright?

'You can't have both. You gain one and you will lose one.' quoted by LooJing. Yes, it's definitely true. Being greedy brings us to no where, but losing either sides. I will get over with my stupid friendship problems, soon enough. And so, I gained back a close friendship with Peilin. Moral of the day, don't be greedy, otherwise you will be the one who lose out.

Oh ya. I'm finally meeting out with Rachael tomorrow. I think it would be nice seeing her, as this bitch have been craving to meet me.

Tomorrow will the first week since he went in. Another two weeks to endure. With my loved ones around, I would be able to do it.

My lucky star

2009-03-24T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hellos. I'm surprised that my nuffnang earned another pathetic 20 cents. Some kind soul help me click on my ads lea. Laughs.

Spend my day off in school and stuffs. And I'm re-watching 'My Lucky Star' , I still remember I cried almost on every episode the first time i watched this. Sounds like some foolish girls know? But I just love how the storyline goes. I don't consider it wasting my time. :D

Can time pass faster?*

Insomnia

2009-03-23T22:17:00.001+08:00

I'm suffering insomnia. Last night, I decided to turn in early. But, I'm tossing and turning for hours. My mind kept running wild, some would know the reasons. I feel like I'm mentally tortured.

Met up with usual co. for breakfast. Headed to school and left school early at 12. I went back home to bath and prepare. Flagged a cab with mother, and headed down to SGH. Attended my backbone checkup. Not much improvement either, wasted time at xray center. And, still I have to go back for upcoming checkup. Cab back home later on in the day.

Absence make the heart grows fonder, quoted by LooJing. It really describes how I'm feeling. When he is around, I don't miss him that much compare to now. I'll be waiting for you to be out.

Losing faith.

2009-03-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

I'm having a no life life, contradicting? From last week Friday till this week Friday, I have been going to Causeway Point continuously. 1 week 7 days, I meant ALL 7 days. Just that, I have been there with different groups of people. And yesterday, I finally had some rest. Today, I went to Causeway Point again, with Rachael. Just walked around and slacked around. No life, ain't it?

I'm losing faith in humans, I mean myself too. My mind can't stop thinking about this. Look at people around. Everything started so nicely, with nice words like forever. Yet, ended like no body's business. Just simply looking at couples around us, some just broke up and everything yesterday could mean nothing today. Not just relationships, same goes to friendships. I'm worrying for my life in future. It just feels like hanging on a thread that is going to break anytime. Can I take all this obstacles?

Dead at home.

2009-03-21T16:55:00.004+08:00

Hello. I stayed at home for today. Alot people came asking me why i didn't go out today. Am I like those who always go out ? wink*

Lucas thinks that I have changed. Changed into a hard-hearted person that wouldn't get upset easily yet don't show emotions easily. Am i like that now? I don't have the answer either.

I'm missing him like hell man. One day is like one year.

Some random shit from an idiot made me laugh my ass out !

Life, Upside down.

2009-03-20T20:44:00.006+08:00

What a great day i have got.

He went in already. It's okay, I'll wait for him. Just that I'm missing him like fcuk now. At least he managed to contact me before he go in.

Family, I don't know what the hell is going on. They just keep suspecting me this and that. It just pissed me off, they cant just give me the basic trust.

Friends, I have such great friends, walking off for those stuffs. Not just today, I always knew how all this shit feels like. Just that, I have been quiet all this while. You guys just don't have that social awareness of how people around feels. Not only I feel that way, try asking those who have already left. They know it as much as I do, just that they chosen to keep quiet and drift away. I only feel that I'm no longer NEEDED in that group anymore. People even telling me, they just come for me out of boredom.

2009-03-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

Boohoo. Met up with rachael at causeway point. Sorry for waiting for half an hour. Walked around causeway point till 7 plus. Saw alot of familiar face like Peilin(s), Andy, Yongji and etc.

I'm on the phone with you. Smexy voice, laughs.

B-O-R-I-N-G !

2009-03-19T14:04:00.003+08:00

What-a-boring-day! Having to go school, I'll complain about my laziness and being tired. Not having to be back in school, I'm complaining how bored it is being at home, I'm dying at home now. Waiting for some idiot to be back from east coast. Faster fly back lea, i can't wait to leave my pathetic house. Oh ya, I haven't bath yet but i don't smell bad okays ! >:D

Woo, my tag board seems to be alive by a bit. having improvement, laughs. I love to sms/msn/talk on fone with you. It makes me feel more alive at home. Addicted to you. I'll update when i'm back yeahs. Love, people.

I'll walk with you.

2009-03-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

Just not my day! Bad Mood! Whatever Shit! Shall not mention it. Thanks to few great people tried to cheer me. Rachael, Waikit, Jefferson, Xiaoqin, Kendrick etc.

I realised that my blogs views been increasing daily. Yet my tag board seems so dead. Tag me lah, I don't care who you are. Don't let my tag board die on me alright. If not, a second choice, click on my ads lea.

Social ettiquette

2009-03-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

Attend social ettiquette course today. Had some talks, went to change to our home clothes and took school bus to Changi Terminal 2 for Swensen's lunch. Well, practically everyone was taking photos non-stop. Oh ya, Encheng was my social etiquette partner. I think the photos will satisfy you guys more than words right ? wink*